injuredcyclist

this weekend i (i was off today so it counted for me):
-watched msu lose by a couple to butler on saturday. it sucked, and i hope i dont have to talk about it at work tomorrow.
-was canceled on again sunday. i was a bit childish, and i dont expect to hear from her again. been single a long time and it looks like its going to stay that way.
-went to get a ny license today, only to discover after waiting in line for two hours that i had the wrong kind of birth certificate. apparently i have a copy from the hospital, but i need one from the state. big, frustrating waste of time today.

went looking for nicer clothes for work and didnt find them, bought pedals for my bike i cant use and have to return, and i think kinda pissed off my housemates. also had my last cigarette (again).

body isnt quite doing what id like. i think more than anything its the fact that i dont put the right things into it, which is not only killing my stomach but also my teeth and skin. id like to be able to ride without worrying about it, so im going to start choking things down that i dont necessary like but are good for me and see what happens. hoping ill develop a taste for most of it eventually.

you know what? im tired of only having bad things to write in this. its spring, as good a time as any to start cleaning things up.