injuredcyclist

really, lately im almost using facebook as twitter. this too. but i know more people on facebook, so i both feel less pathetic and know more people will actually read what i write, which i find comforting. i can talk to myself out loud, writing it down seems overkill.

ive been listening to a fuckin ton of stevie ray vaughan lately. so much that, since...
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just bought my ticket to the msu-cal game on august 30th. cant fuckin wait to see people in green and white again. missing east lansing and msu a lot just now.

she stood me up. we decided on tuesday to meet for drinks after work thursday and she didnt show. i get a message saying that i obviously didnt get a message she had sent that morning. that message turned out to be that she was uncomfortable dating a younger guy. would have been great if she had told me that when i asked her in...
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this is why i actually dont like time off. i get bored. i want to go out and do something tonight, but i dont know where to go, and i dont have anyone i could go with.

im alone and i hate it.

thinking about finding a part time job. moonlight as something; make a little extra money, fill the time, maybe meet people i...
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two and half years of smoking and little exercise came back and bit me in the ass today. i decided id go for a run after work, in an effort to gradually start getting back into some semblance of good physical condition. in about a half mile i had to stop once and walk twice. my lungs hurt, my heart was racing, and my legs...
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ive been thinking of a meaningful post, but work has me rather tired.

just this:

one of the reasons i love san francisco, in spite of the fact that after almost two years i have virtually no friends and no partner, is that after it being rather warm today, the fog as rolled in. from my window on the island i can usually see part...
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two dramatically different movies this morning.

first, right after i came downstairs and turned on the tv, a movie that made me cry and feel ashamed. you see, it as a documentary about the aftermath of the chernobyl, with plenty of interviews of people that have absolutely no hope. one of the last interviews was of a team of 13 american volunteer doctors and nurses...
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ive had half a cigarette since february 29th. i didnt enjoy it, and i wont do it again.

this happened after i came back from the bar that we went to directly from the office. tired and overworked, i had made the mistake of asking out a girl i know. rather than a straight yes or no, i believe her exact words were, "do we...
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3 things:

-1. i havent had a cigarette in four days. i was fine for the first three, i was pissed all day today.

-2. work didnt help. it sucked. just one little pain in the ass thing after another.

-3. i cant get cnn because my comcast box blows. all i want is to make dinner and watch the returns, and i cant.

i have five things that tell time: an alarm clock, my computer, my watch, my mp3 player, and my cell phone. none of them display the same time. im not sure how that happened, but ive missed the bus three days in a row because of it.

i was reading over the entry from earlier tonight, and started looking at older ones, and started wondering about the impression someone would get from doing the same. all my posts are kinda shitty. theyre always long lamenting blah blah blah. ive noticed it with other journals ive kept. i tend to post when something is bothering me or when i dont feel that great....
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i keep thinking and planning to update, and then never do. im on the site, but just lurking around.

i wrote this in an email earlier this evening. suppose well call this a cheaters update.


i figured out what was really bothering me, on, of all places, the bus
coming home. its not really necessarily that i need a change. im
starting to worry that...
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