injuredcyclist

sweetheart, if you arent going to ask me out, please dont send me any messages. i feel too old and ive been alone too long to want to fuck around. i like you, and if you like me lets see each other again. otherwise the temptation to delete your number grows by the day.

that is all.

woohoo! second date inc. kinda stupid how happy that makes me. been single for way too long, and shes really cool. australian with polish parents. she can speak speak without an accent, but i thought it was cute that every time she talked about australia it came out again.

work went better, if longer, than expected today. next week is going to be pretty long,...
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i think the date went well. met for drinks on the upper east side kinda late, and ended up talking for four hours. i looked down at my watch and realized it was 1am and had no idea where the time went. paid for everything, walked her back to the subway, goodnight kiss, and caught a cab.

just two hours of sleep before work. one...
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and sometimes things come together.

digestive system still off, but i have more days when i feel closer to normal than before. saw the doctor again and he upped the dosage of the medication im on. hoping it really does the trick because the weather is getting warm and the desire to ride my bike is growing each time the weather is 50 and sunny....
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im feeling better, but i cant seem to turn things around at work. no matter what i do. i cant remember the last time i had a good meeting. i know its me. lessons just arent sinking in. im ready to quit just to get a fresh start somewhere else, but the idea of being even temporarily unemployed scares the hell out of me. and...
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not really anything good to report. had one of the longest weeks of my professional life. ive got a new client that flips out about anything, and ive let her get into my head. im making more mistakes than i ever have before as a result.

i still cant eat. i had two turkey sandwiches and a few of the pecan sandies i used to...
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first signs of depression? maybe. like my annual performance review today, my thoughts of late have not been good.

i had a sonogram friday. no gallstones. i expect a call from my doctor tomorrow telling me hes still not sure whats wrong. good thing im not going home for christmas, because im afraid to eat anything. whatever i have needs to be diagnosed and treated because my psoriasis is flaring back because i havent been having light treatments done.

i received my official warning...
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the colonoscopy found nothing. not even anything to biopsy. my doctor doesnt know whats going on. ive been sick for more than three months.

everyone i know is now a fucking doctor. its one of the most aggravating things going on right now. i dont want to talk about it to anyone because i get their individual theory on what it might be. i was...
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good news and bad news today.

good news: my guitar came. bonus is that it came and someone was around to sign for it, saving me a trip to the bronx tomorrow night.

bad news: i made another appointment to the doctor about my stomach. i guess this is good news, but the appointment was for a colonoscopy (one more procedure im having about 25...
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im getting what ive wanted for two years at work. now all i have to do is not fuck it up.

im calling my doctor again tomorrow. every time i eat my intestines feel like ive swallowed some inflated ziplock bags. the next round of testing will be, um, uncomfortable.

i picked up the amp and some other odd bits for my guitar today from...
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fuckin wow sucked me back in. id been away for probably five months. not much better to do as i sit around waiting for my guitar to arrive and for my body to stop being stupid. back to leveling my be pally and maybe healing again on my priest.