injuredcyclist

as it happens, even when i think things are going well, they arent. ive been put on administrative leave for creating a hostile work environment. i turned to get a guys attention at work, thinking he had headphones in and wouldnt hear me, so i tapped his chair with my foot. i did it harder than i intended and he filed a complaint with my...
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finally got out of town this weekend. unfortunately, i only got as far away from new york as my legs would pedal me, which didnt turn out to be that far. maybe 18 miles into jersey on the 9w, for a total on the weekend of just over 70 actual road miles. i feel like the 9w is constant up and downs, not a whole...
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from missing san francisco to missing home.

i got drunk and watched avatar tonight. though the forests of that movie are the exact opposite of the plains and mountains of home, i was struck by a feeling of powerful homesickness anyway. move than anything right now id like to be able to step outside and see a sky full of stars. there are so many...
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just saw that dates have been set for the outside lands music fest in san francisco. fuck i miss that city. i dont regret moving to new york, but i feel like i was just a few months away from life getting really good there. the fact that i miss it as much as i do still tells me i havent fully settled into living...
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picked up a ticket to see band of horses and grizzly bear in june in williamsburg. pretty happy about that. the show is five days after the silversun pickups show i bought tickets to the other day.

cant tell you how much im looking forward to drinking tomorrow night, even if its just going to be me alone in my apartment. the last five or...
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so. avatar was really fuckin good.

that is all.

night.

best ride ive had so far this year. up to 155th, down to battery park, back up to 90th, and two loops around the park. all told, just a hair under 35 miles. its funny since, after turning around and heading south on riverside into the wind, i thought i felt pretty bad and was thinking about heading home.

also good news: just bought a...
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its 3am. i got drunk and passed out before eating. now im awake and hungry, and because i live so far up town, i cant get anything delivered. i live in fucking new york. this is crazy. kinda pissed.

not hung over this morning, which was nice. on tap today: wow, rereading harry potter, and maybe a trip out for cycling clothes.

i love grey saturdays.

60 hour weeks at the office are no fun. at all. especially when the medication im for my stomach (happens to be an anti-depressant to boot) makes sleep choppy.

in all honesty, i thought it was crap when i was first given an anti depressant for what i was told was a case of ibs. however, i was considering counseling at the same time for...
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the thing i hate most about dating is that when things dont work out i feel like i wasted my time. i meet a girl, we talk and its great, we get together for an actually date that goes smashingly well. we havent managed to get together again, and i dont think we will. i absolutely hate it. i almost wish we hadnt met. i...
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this weekend i (i was off today so it counted for me):
-watched msu lose by a couple to butler on saturday. it sucked, and i hope i dont have to talk about it at work tomorrow.
-was canceled on again sunday. i was a bit childish, and i dont expect to hear from her again. been single a long time and it looks like...
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