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I always sound so down but its really not like that at all

I just want some one to claim me as their own...
I have said that so many times I dont even know what it means any more

I have been listening to a lot of SG Radio casts...they are just fun to listen to
I have also been playing a lot of Sims2 but I am giving up on it cause its hard

My parents want me to make them a christmas list here soon
But all the things I want is nothing anything anyone can buy me.

I am swapped with Pen Pal stuff and then all te things I am writing.
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She spend most of her nights listening to the cars outside her down town apartment something about the constant stream seemed to sooth her restless heart. She would sleep through most of the day so she would always be up at those random hours just looking out into night wondering to herself what other people where doing, why were they up so late too.. Every now and then she would get fed up with her insomnia and head out in the crowded streets, just to see where her legs would take her, some nights they would lead to her favorite 24 hour Chinese restaurant just on the other side of 8th and Longmore, other times her feet would lead her down to the her favorite video store, they seemed to have the same weird hours, as if they were catering to the hooker and vampire crowds, on rare night she would luck out and find some place new to her, Something fresh and different than any other place she had ever been too. Often times it would be a cozy little place where she could read or write or just enjoy nature in its pristine condition.

She would sit and plan her life every step of the way until she had it down pat, it never did her much good cause the next week something would happen that would change the course of her plans and set her on a new path, one she couldn't have ever prepared herself for.