ininkplease

I lay awake in my bed thinking over and over again, last night was the biggest mistake of my life. It must have been how the light came down and poured over me that caused my eyes to blur. All I know is that I lost sight of what I wanted; I let down my guard and let someone take control.

I need a smoke. I can't for the life of me remember where my pack went. Last night after I left the party, I must have been more off put by what I witnessed to realize I smoked the whole pack.

I am shaking and I can't stop, I can't stop whets going to happen.