infernorecords

so today is my day off then i work tomorrow at 7am which means i have to wake up at 5am... im not looking forward to it...
and i have no clue what im doing today..
hopefully not just sitting here doing nothing...

i went fishing with alex last night..we catch nothing, almost had a fish but the line snapped (of course)..

alex said tonight if i want to be with him i need to fix the little things that annoy him..
if not to just move on..
im starting to wonder if its really worth it.. he says he loves me but im starting to doubt if we will ever get back together even if i fix the little things he doesnt like.. i thought love was about loving everything about the person even little things that you dont like..
RadioHead (Creep)
When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
And I wish I was special
You're so fuckin' special
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fuckin' special

I wish I was special

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

She's running out again,
She's running out
She's run run run running out...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fuckin' special
I wish I was special...

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo,
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't belong here.