"Life in the circus ain't easy
but what the folks on the outside don't know
that the tent goes up and then the tent comes down
and all that they see is the show"
So True.
Things are looking up for me
I took a couple days off from the world, I left my phone at home and spent some time with loved ones. Sometimes a girl just needs to recalibrate her sights.
I went to San Diego with the cast of my old show, and got hugs and love from the homies. It felt good. I had a dear old friend along for the adventure, 10 hours of heart to hearts in the car. Fabulous... We "stayed" in a 5 star hotel, but didn't have a room. Juxtaposition of extremes... we crashed on the couch of someone's $900 a night suite, but changed clothes in the parking lot. I'm madly in love with living right now. I have a couple of potential gigs on the horizon, (again... we'll see how it goes, but my balls out mentality seems to be working...) my boyfriend and I went on a date tonight, and I played volleyball on the beach 2 days ago with very little pain. (If you've seen the pictures of my fucked up ankle, you may understand how exciting that is...)
Today's sentiment:
No more sorrow,
no more sadness,
C'est la vie
embrace the madness!
You guys are amazing. Who knew that porn site friends would provide such support? Much love to the lot of you. Really.
-Industrielle
but what the folks on the outside don't know
that the tent goes up and then the tent comes down
and all that they see is the show"
So True.
Things are looking up for me
I took a couple days off from the world, I left my phone at home and spent some time with loved ones. Sometimes a girl just needs to recalibrate her sights.
I went to San Diego with the cast of my old show, and got hugs and love from the homies. It felt good. I had a dear old friend along for the adventure, 10 hours of heart to hearts in the car. Fabulous... We "stayed" in a 5 star hotel, but didn't have a room. Juxtaposition of extremes... we crashed on the couch of someone's $900 a night suite, but changed clothes in the parking lot.
I'm madly in love with living right now. I have a couple of potential gigs on the horizon, (again... we'll see how it goes, but my balls out mentality seems to be working...) my boyfriend and I went on a date tonight, and I played volleyball on the beach 2 days ago with very little pain. (If you've seen the pictures of my fucked up ankle, you may understand how exciting that is...)
Today's sentiment:
No more sorrow,
no more sadness,
C'est la vie
embrace the madness!
You guys are amazing. Who knew that porn site friends would provide such support? Much love to the lot of you. Really.
-Industrielle
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sillyzebra:
hope u have agood weekend...
missvolatile:
I haven't signed in for awhile, but yes it would be cool to have a girl pal in Vegas as I only have one and she's away a lot of the time. I feel your 'pain' literally regarding your ankle. I was wearing high heeled sandles once and stepped on one of those parking bumps. Anyway my ankle twisted and I felt this horrible nausea, almost passed out. I didn't realize how bad it was until an hour later I looked down saw this giant purple lump growing out of it. It took forever to heal 