.Warning: Downer of an entry ahead.
I've got an old friend in town. We met up at "Rain" last night. Within 5 minutes of hugging hello this is what was exchanged:
"By the way, Jessica is dead. Ovarian cancer."
"Vivian's boyfriend was a witness to a gang murder and was subpoenaed to testify, she was in a car with him, they were followed, both shot in the head... dead."
"Lindsey's undergoing a sex change"
Im 22. I feel like we should be talking about who's engaged or pregnant.
Jessica and I were BEST friends in Middle School... She survived a heroin and cocaine addiction, but cancer? I wasn't expecting that... I loved this girl, she was important to me.
Vivian and I had marketing and cooking class together in HS, same friends, same circles, same parties, camping trips etc.... murdered.
Lindsey... Well, good for Lindsey. A bit of a surprise... yes, but if she/hes happy... so am I.
You know, you have to pay to view archived obituaries on the internet. FUCK YOU! Give me some closure, I already missed the funerals... but you need my credit card, billing address, and you want to know if I'd like to receive special offers via e-mail from www.YourFriendIsDeadButWeWantYourMoney.com ?
Fuck You.
I'm resigning from the human race for a minute.
Sorry for the negativity... death notices delivered as gossip do not polish my mental state.
I live 1000 miles from home.... I'm out of the loop...Hearing it late doesn't make it hurt less.
RIP Jessica: Who I believed in.
RIP Vivian: Who was too kind to go in violence.
Today's self portrait
I've got an old friend in town. We met up at "Rain" last night. Within 5 minutes of hugging hello this is what was exchanged:
"By the way, Jessica is dead. Ovarian cancer."
"Vivian's boyfriend was a witness to a gang murder and was subpoenaed to testify, she was in a car with him, they were followed, both shot in the head... dead."
"Lindsey's undergoing a sex change"
Im 22. I feel like we should be talking about who's engaged or pregnant.
Jessica and I were BEST friends in Middle School... She survived a heroin and cocaine addiction, but cancer? I wasn't expecting that... I loved this girl, she was important to me.
Vivian and I had marketing and cooking class together in HS, same friends, same circles, same parties, camping trips etc.... murdered.
Lindsey... Well, good for Lindsey. A bit of a surprise... yes, but if she/hes happy... so am I.
You know, you have to pay to view archived obituaries on the internet. FUCK YOU! Give me some closure, I already missed the funerals... but you need my credit card, billing address, and you want to know if I'd like to receive special offers via e-mail from www.YourFriendIsDeadButWeWantYourMoney.com ?
Fuck You.
I'm resigning from the human race for a minute.
Sorry for the negativity... death notices delivered as gossip do not polish my mental state.
I live 1000 miles from home.... I'm out of the loop...Hearing it late doesn't make it hurt less.
RIP Jessica: Who I believed in.
RIP Vivian: Who was too kind to go in violence.
Today's self portrait
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Anyway, hope all is well.
I think a couple of Blue Hawaiians will liven you up again.
I am here for you if you need anything. anything.
You have my number.