industrialgrrl

I was in a pretty shitty mood today. It's been raining and I've been in alot of pain. Of course I am all out of hydrocodone to top it off. UGH! I figured out that it was my antibiotic I've been on that has been making me throw up, so I am no longer taking it! I see my doctore tomorrow, so more drugs and a new antibiotic. Yippee . I ended up taking some valium and flexaril cause I felt like death and fell esleep. I woke up to the phone ringing. It was Casey! Yeay! He hadn't called me all weekend which bummed me out a bit, but talking to him made me feel alot better. It put a big ol' smile on my face . Mom's still doing really shitty and I am getting more worried about her everyday. I wish a little happy fairy would come and pour happy dust all over her. I miss my mom, she's now just like a zombie. She's there on the outside, but inside she's dead . I could use some happy dust too, but don't need to much...as I am happier now then I have been in a while! Well, Casey is coming to see me tomorrow...I am so excited! Any-who, Bedtime...later all