indie

I feel as if sometimes I don't exist to the world, my family, my friends, and my lovers. I don't understand how I can be out stage but someone who isn't as close as I am. I wish for some many things, things that people could profided me with but they don't care to because there is someone who is prettier, nicer, better, cuter, interesting, more of everything that I once thought that I was... now my esteem has fallen so hard that my heart can't hold me anymore. I love for a reason that I shouldn't, my reason is because no one else has or will ever love me the way he has loved me.