I hate to say this, but, I've been lazy with following my goals and aspirations pretty much my whole life. I always tell myself I am going to chase after my dreams & make them a reality, but, for some reason, I always stop myself- I'd rather take a seat on the couch instead and never leave my comfort zone. It's funny because I preach about having such a free-spirit & living life for yourself & doing things the way you want to do them, yet, I hardly follow through with my own advice. There are so many things in this world that I am passionate about & care deeply for, but do not engage in any sort of activity doing these things....painting, reading, writing, dancing, bike rides, school, tarot cards, gardening, meditating, working out, the list could go on! even photo shoots.... I just for some reason do not push myself to leave my safety net & do what I want to make myself happy. Realizing this depressed me, I don't want to be all talk, no action, I want to actually enjoy the things I do enjoy, not just reminisce and think of how good they were the last time I experienced them. So I am happy to say, that I have taken a couple steps to kick-start my motivation to better living. I've given myself a time to be out of bed every morning (sometimes I would stay in bed until 1pm, eat, get ready then go to work...repeat...) When I wake up, instead of turning on the TV, I am getting dressed & going to the gym. It's going to be really hard for me to transition to being an active liver... but, I want to embrace life & not let things pass me by like I have been, so I know in the end it'll be worth all the groans & complaints of not being in bed relaxing. With all this being said, I am going to be taking a couple steps back from the site (which I'm sure you've already noticed, since all my posts have been instagram posts lol) just so I can focus on myself & making my soul happy. As soon as I start to get a good flow going for myself, you'll start seeing me around more. Know I care about & appreciate every single one of you! I'll come out of this slump better than before :)
xx Indi
