mmmm carrot juice 
i used to read people's wish lists hoping to peak beyond the image, but for the most part i just found the prior layer that i was peaking behind. but when you find oz behind the curtain it's amazing. some people, a very small few -not necessarily myself included, are amazing. their minds are like amusement parks. weeeeeee.
karma:
Maybe they only put the supperficial stuff on thier wishlist so that you wont know any more then the top layer. Or maybe things that they want that are important to them, they'd rather recieve from people they know on a closer level. 
indexcard:
true. it's important to keep a private side even when revealing oneself. but you had an interesting list. thus the reason james joyce. sharing one's soul through literature is ... i don't know. honestly, i would like to know joyce better and the fact that someone else was interested in joyce was a potential insight to him and perhaps the person who wanted to read him. it's self affirming. or vampiric. wanting to follow another's lead. sometimes, it's easier to be completely private and revealing with a complete stranger than those closest to me. it's a continual desire to know someone other than oneself. those who really create their identity as opposed to assimilating an identity. blah, blah, blah. after many beers, drip, drip, drip. revel in one's time (as so wonderfully scripted in Blade Runner). that's the goal. it's just so hard to reach. a drive. a possession of the mind. but good point. it's no fun to share the same level of initimacy with the whole world. it wouldn't be special. look at marilyn. snap.
flotsam:
some email is like fishing. send-receive. casting and reeling. my email has a little bar. when there is fish on the line, the bar slowly fills up until the fish shows up in my inbox. that's good eating.
it's better to want something than to have it (unless it's food, clean water or other items at the base of the maslow triangle), however, excesses...
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some email is like fishing. send-receive. casting and reeling. my email has a little bar. when there is fish on the line, the bar slowly fills up until the fish shows up in my inbox. that's good eating.
it's better to want something than to have it (unless it's food, clean water or other items at the base of the maslow triangle), however, excesses...
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the longer i'm here (sg) the more mean i feel myself becoming. i guess i'll have to withdraw as a member when i can no longer keep myself in check, i.e., refraining from peppering bits of my brain matter here and there.
i love eating good food and drinking red wine. the world just falls away. and that's about the sum of what i've done the last three days -letting the world just fall away.
stella_marie:
that was a good one 
so many beers later (should be read as a line from Singles). fiction vs non-fiction. fiction has lost its lusture for me as i age. especially post modern fiction. it feels like a random walk through those successive days in life where nothing happens. that is why time compresses and accelerates. but fiction is vicarious experience. it's like life with training wheels. after a certain...
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"it's better to regret something you have done than something you haven't done" "and if you see your mother this weekend, tell her Satan" 
if you love more than one person at the same time -do you love less deeply than someone who knows only one love?
stella_marie:
but did it destroy him??
does anyone in the west want to make anything in the 21st century, besides art -whether commercial or cathartic?
"i love livin' in the city" fear. today i saw a dead rat the size of a dog from the samll dog park at thompson square park, a man pissing on the corner of 7th and Ave A around 3 p.m., and a hugh fat woman siezing on the side walk -it looked like something beached trying to get back in the water before it...
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people or person i wish i never had to hear or see again. entry 1. that yuckster from the insider - pat o'brien. moustaches are for cops and 70's porn stars -and in the extreme case ironic hipsters. fuck pat. end entry.
dear diary. it's been a whole month since last we spoke. wow. i missed you.
word to your favorite smilie.
word to your favorite smilie.