Venison by evening. i'm extremely happy to be deprived of a great many things come to think of it, it will be a month for minimalism, animalism...
Ended up going to QXTs lastnight afterall...encounters. This cute girl tells me she likes my style, asks who cuts my hair, buys me shots, dances with me, asks for my number, pulls me in for some drunken affection...."Oh!...
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Ended up going to QXTs lastnight afterall...encounters. This cute girl tells me she likes my style, asks who cuts my hair, buys me shots, dances with me, asks for my number, pulls me in for some drunken affection...."Oh!...
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tadzi:
significant others suck
ceraphim2:
happy valentines day incorect!
Tonight, I was going to go to dinner with my artfags and then go to QXTs with dani and liz (joy). I decided to do neither, instead I am going to stay in and work on my prints. Linoleum block printing...very satisfying, very dangerous, I cut myself four times within 15 minutes. In fact, I'm bleeding all over the damn keyboard 
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ceraphim2:
well she's in NJ which means not far off from NY she said she/d give me the tour of ny, sory mortypos i'mtrashed! again! did you get drunk ori s firdaly not considered a weekend. i hop we get to hnag out you! oh shit! 
ceraphim2:
ohhhh man. i feel like shit today. i made a total ass of myself last night. i remember being at this party with some band playing, and i got up and took the microphone and started singing. the singer wasn't happy, but the band kept playing, so i kept singing and wouldn't give it back, haha.
My worth as a human is calculated in calories. Get off the scale and fucking eat a cookie. Better yet, eat a fucking cake. Wanna lose some weight? blow your fucking head off, you'll look fabulous in a swimsuit. How did we ever date?
This week teetering between frustration and a strange blessed ignorance. I am frustrated with my loved ones, each one i would...
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This week teetering between frustration and a strange blessed ignorance. I am frustrated with my loved ones, each one i would...
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ceraphim2:
hey you! i took your advice and got smash-ed. so i'm makin the drunken posts tonight!(i'm typing very carefully with lots of backspacing) and hey listen i'll be your friend! i'm coming to new york to hang out with iggy and see the city in the beginning of march! now you have something keepin ya, so ha! 
tadzi:
haha, thats the story of my life. ive always only had a small number of friends becuase most people prove to be self-serving assholes. i try to be as good a friend to the people i love as possible, and its really hard to not lose hope when 98% of the world doesnt behave in a likewise fashion.
and as for the girls i involve myself with...well, apparently im only attracted to (and only attract) emotionally broken women. because this seems to be the main characterstic that most of them share. if it wasnt for the fact i dont like penises, i think id have turned gay by now.
and as for the girls i involve myself with...well, apparently im only attracted to (and only attract) emotionally broken women. because this seems to be the main characterstic that most of them share. if it wasnt for the fact i dont like penises, i think id have turned gay by now.
This week, tonight decidedly, suffering from strange cabin fever. I absolutely love it when people say they'll call and then don't! Way cool! Or like when people say they're going to do something...and then don't do it. It's like "suprise! I totally had you thinking that I gave a shit!" Yeah, so much for dinner. Looks like another soup outta the can night.
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tadzi:
i think cabin fever is my most common disposition....my work schedule doesnt permit me to have fun...i work overnights and get off at like 6 in the morning, and theres not too many people who want to party at that hour. so sunday-thursday nights i cant go out...then during the following days the only communication i have with people is on AIM. by the time friday rolls around, im going nuts.
but i totally feel you on the being ditched thing. that specific reason was what finally made me walk away from someone who was a big part of my life last year. its a pet peeve of mine, and is, in a lot of ways, a dealbreaker. if i have to break plans with someone, i always try and give a heads up.
but i totally feel you on the being ditched thing. that specific reason was what finally made me walk away from someone who was a big part of my life last year. its a pet peeve of mine, and is, in a lot of ways, a dealbreaker. if i have to break plans with someone, i always try and give a heads up.
ceraphim2:
i'll drink to you tonight, i'll say everyone! a moment of silence during this next round for incorect... who is unable to be with us tonight drinking. and in the midst of a crowd of confused visages there will be a burning in the back of my throat, and that will be you. Tonight you become part of my stumble.
March through the woods, then go to school.
i have taken a lover- i plucked him from a sprig of poison oak and watched him carefully. i've kept less dangerous lovers in the past, love i could easily contain, manipulate, grow within specific boundaries... lovers less apt to cause skin irritation (willow, spineless cacti, fur-laden lavender hybrids) or painful allergic reactions... very safe and mostly...
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i have taken a lover- i plucked him from a sprig of poison oak and watched him carefully. i've kept less dangerous lovers in the past, love i could easily contain, manipulate, grow within specific boundaries... lovers less apt to cause skin irritation (willow, spineless cacti, fur-laden lavender hybrids) or painful allergic reactions... very safe and mostly...
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ceraphim2:
mmmm manipulation, goes well with thyme
tadzi:
a little depravity goes a long way 
Like I said... I'm trapped in Curious Yellow like a bug in amber, time is slowed to sluggishness...I ought to get out of this poison garden but every move knots me further in.
Didn't go to the city today. Shit weather and not enough money. I think about my darlings often. I'm afraid I've missed your important epiphanies, beautiful or wrenching. I mean to return...
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Didn't go to the city today. Shit weather and not enough money. I think about my darlings often. I'm afraid I've missed your important epiphanies, beautiful or wrenching. I mean to return...
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incorect:
you've been doing studio assignments for 3 hours?!! are you shitting me?
yeah..nice doodles artfag
yeah..nice doodles artfag
I've got the 'Ohne' part...but the 'Dich', is quite elusive...
I've been subsisting on bread and water for the last few days because I'm too lazy to walk to the store.
Today I..
-I watched Hedwig and the Angry Inch
-Did some studio work..some
-Talked to D, got pissed off
-Convinced myself that no one gives a flying fuck about anyone but themselves and...
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I've been subsisting on bread and water for the last few days because I'm too lazy to walk to the store.
Today I..
-I watched Hedwig and the Angry Inch
-Did some studio work..some
-Talked to D, got pissed off
-Convinced myself that no one gives a flying fuck about anyone but themselves and...
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incorect:
...but I came so highly recommended.. . ................ ... . . ..
ceraphim2:
even out our swiftest speed we couldn't break from the concrete in the city where we still reside. i dance and dance, and nobody sees the secret steps incorect, maybe the secret is in the sauce. maybe everybody is selfish, maybe life's stupid as fuck. i just pick up the pace and barge headlong into the waves even though i keep getting smashed into the sand. its getting more and more subtley apparent that i'm waiting for the undertow. i keep thinking that there probably isn't a great romance left for me, everyone else grabbed em off of the shelf at the sunday morning special at famous barr while i was still sleeping... albeit i'll wait for it to happen regardless. you should too, there's a perfect girl for all of us i hope...
I had a meeting with the supernintendo of the district and now it looks like I might not get re-instated. Kicked out of the district! Also: the world is out to get me. That's okay, maybe I'll go to Sage Day or Basking Ridge. Those places are fine, they're where I was supposed to go to school. You know, cause I'm crazy. ::slowly inserts hat...
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iggy:
can i be the drag king playing the piano?? pretty please??
why the fuck won't they let you back in the district? youre gonna have to go to catholic school or something :shudder:
and youre not crazy, everyone else is...
why the fuck won't they let you back in the district? youre gonna have to go to catholic school or something :shudder:
and youre not crazy, everyone else is...
ceraphim2:
the hat pin does more good in the retina.
It goes Brooklyn from the seven one eight. I am street. I will cut you. Actually I'm pretty nerdy, got bored went through old video tapes in the basement. I watched Roman Polanski's Macbeth the other night. I liked it, although I'm not a big fan of the scottish play (except for the "to-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow" speech, which I love so much I...
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tadzi:
i dig that movie too. though i could have done without the naked little boy. that was a little weird.
ceraphim2:
I'm more a melancholy dane kind of girl. <- i understand what you were saying, but its the quote of the day because my first name is dane, haha. if you be the pajamas, and i be the meow, thats one sexy cat. 
hey i just got wolverine 1,3,4,5 on ebay. i live for it too, sad sad.
hey i just got wolverine 1,3,4,5 on ebay. i live for it too, sad sad.
Sometimes life is what happens to you after you die. The continuing post-mortem adventures of Jen! Well..you know..obviously not.
WEMF! World Electronic Music Festival!! this summer, it will be grand. 3 days in canadaaa! tents! take off work! come with me and a lot of gay people! I don't think I'll go overseas this summer, going alone is kinda shitty. I'll save this years travel...
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WEMF! World Electronic Music Festival!! this summer, it will be grand. 3 days in canadaaa! tents! take off work! come with me and a lot of gay people! I don't think I'll go overseas this summer, going alone is kinda shitty. I'll save this years travel...
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autumnfade:
Yea Canada rocks! I was up their for the Jazz fest last summer and the film fest in 03 good luck at the WEMF. Oh yea I think your kool as hell-AF
tadzi:
i dont really know if i could do the open relationship thing....its something i could agree to in theory, but ive been doing the monogomous thing my whole life....its kind of hard to undue 14 years of dating experience, ya know?