I keep reading books about nonexistent people whose lives I lust after. This depresses me. Overdosing on gloomy introspection and sour-grapes-ism makes jack a dull girl. I need to retreat to my totemistic cheer-up thingys. Blood, sex, death, and art set everything right.
I found one of my grandmother's old cookbooks, featuring a number of deeply disturbing Jell-O recipes. The top three offenders:
Sour Cream...
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I found one of my grandmother's old cookbooks, featuring a number of deeply disturbing Jell-O recipes. The top three offenders:
Sour Cream...
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ceraphim2:
mmm twinkies. have you ever read the ingredients on them. you'd think it'd say, bread and whipped cream, but no. it cannot be so simple. additionally, it was wierd after seeing the octopus oriental art you had and never having seen it before, i saw it on a flyer for a punk show, wierd. 
iggy:
go to. qxts. tomorrow night. do you need me to pick you up?
One handed typinggg...
I find myself greatly enamored of this 18th-century ivory carving depicting a tentacular embrace. As the site describes it:
A girl diver (ama), wearing nothing but a grass skirt is being ravished by an octopus. The creature's tentacles ensnares her legs and two of them curl about her breasts. She is making a token resistance but the arc of her neck, her...
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I find myself greatly enamored of this 18th-century ivory carving depicting a tentacular embrace. As the site describes it:
A girl diver (ama), wearing nothing but a grass skirt is being ravished by an octopus. The creature's tentacles ensnares her legs and two of them curl about her breasts. She is making a token resistance but the arc of her neck, her...
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ceraphim2:
that car ride by myself really showed me what it's like to be totally isolated from all communication from ppl for an entire waking day, it was a 13 hour drive from stl to houston and i don't own a cell. i talked to myself alot 
ceraphim2:
how's life? 
I spent the past 3 days in bed. health...it's novelty to me most of the time, like finding airplane parts in your frontyard.
everyone is sharing such beautiful music. please, for the love of god, don't look at me like that...keeping horrific details to myself this week, they aren't beautiful but only leave me sick and anxious and worrysome. we make our ugliest journeys all...
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everyone is sharing such beautiful music. please, for the love of god, don't look at me like that...keeping horrific details to myself this week, they aren't beautiful but only leave me sick and anxious and worrysome. we make our ugliest journeys all...
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ceraphim2:
hey hey hey, i want you to see my art i'm working on and tell me what you think on my update!
i seriously think you should just sit down and write a book, i love the stuff you come up with! I totally wished i lived closer so i could meet you.
have a gooood night
i seriously think you should just sit down and write a book, i love the stuff you come up with! I totally wished i lived closer so i could meet you.
have a gooood night
Fun weekend. Photos to come.
I feel optimistic about this upcoming month though these subtle reminders do nothing for nervousness... i'll likely die nervous and hysteric in need of victorian electroshock therapy.... the old man with a vibrator trick- and i'll fall for it, again, and again...
i don't know what's wrong with me, i say as i rationalize away any trace of loyalty &...
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I feel optimistic about this upcoming month though these subtle reminders do nothing for nervousness... i'll likely die nervous and hysteric in need of victorian electroshock therapy.... the old man with a vibrator trick- and i'll fall for it, again, and again...
i don't know what's wrong with me, i say as i rationalize away any trace of loyalty &...
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incorect:
** dancing around with a raw piece of chicken
ceraphim2:
tonight i danced around a LOT. i hadn't eaten since like 10 this morning and drank 4 beers in 30 minutes and it made me drunken! kitchen dancing all night long and now crash time
That '7' survey made me realize that my long term goals are few and far between. oh well.
Kind of a nice day...set design, bookstoring, mall..buhhh i suck at clothes shopping. secondhand bookstore acquisition #18598754975- no sad poetry today, perhaps tomorrow or the next day if my heart is broken on schedule? instead, a book by the highly-vulgar comic creator Miguel Angel Martin psychopathia sexualis...
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Kind of a nice day...set design, bookstoring, mall..buhhh i suck at clothes shopping. secondhand bookstore acquisition #18598754975- no sad poetry today, perhaps tomorrow or the next day if my heart is broken on schedule? instead, a book by the highly-vulgar comic creator Miguel Angel Martin psychopathia sexualis...
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ceraphim2:
i feel that!
tadzi:
goals are for people who have time 
Here's that thing...
1. Seven things to do before I die:
1) Go to thailand and buy my family a really nice home
2) Work/live overseas even for just a little while
3) Be part of something big
4) Learn how to play the harp
5) Find love
6) Be a sideshow performer
7) Open a club and call it The Cat's Ass
2. Seven...
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1. Seven things to do before I die:
1) Go to thailand and buy my family a really nice home
2) Work/live overseas even for just a little while
3) Be part of something big
4) Learn how to play the harp
5) Find love
6) Be a sideshow performer
7) Open a club and call it The Cat's Ass
2. Seven...
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incorect:
what happened to you?
In a recent study, researchers could not train blue jays to postpone their desire.
Saturday night was all too strange. Handing out drugs like it's christmas because if i didn't..well, I'd be in a world of shit. So roach "won" the other third of my $200 E lot, dani, jay and alex split the white and I made it through Saturday night on alcohol alone....
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Saturday night was all too strange. Handing out drugs like it's christmas because if i didn't..well, I'd be in a world of shit. So roach "won" the other third of my $200 E lot, dani, jay and alex split the white and I made it through Saturday night on alcohol alone....
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ceraphim2:
attack attack attack, its tuesday, the most boring day of the week. i bet a lot of suicide goes on on tuesdays.
ceraphim2:
tag
ok so i know it doesn't seem like something you'd really fill out but i was interested to know how you would! have a good day!
ok so i know it doesn't seem like something you'd really fill out but i was interested to know how you would! have a good day!
In a recent study, researchers could not train blue jays to postpone their desire.
Saturday night was all too strange. I hate Dani. Big time.
lately I have felt in great need of scenery and sweet company, i can tell you i am very shy and it is rare that i feel like meeting anyone...shakey thought pattern., sorry friend. She ought to call me over...
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Saturday night was all too strange. I hate Dani. Big time.
lately I have felt in great need of scenery and sweet company, i can tell you i am very shy and it is rare that i feel like meeting anyone...shakey thought pattern., sorry friend. She ought to call me over...
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autumnfade:
I love Blue Jays even after they atacked my sisters many years ago, I got a feeder under a window and every mourning they wake my ass up! I wish I could write like you , a nice flow- Peace
No rehab til monday. Joy. So i'm going out tonight. Thug lyfe, street money what? Keepin' it gangsta. Constantly gangsta..you know in my Dior tie and lacoste sweater..yeah sure.
I want to do something to my hair...maybe in a few weeks I'll reverse it? Or keep cutting the sides? let it go...Do I miss having a respectable haircut? I want to cut the longer hair...
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I want to do something to my hair...maybe in a few weeks I'll reverse it? Or keep cutting the sides? let it go...Do I miss having a respectable haircut? I want to cut the longer hair...
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iggy:
sorry i called you while i was drunk last night. I was really fucking wasted. I promise it will never happen again....
I might go to qxts tonight...but then again....i might not.
I might go to qxts tonight...but then again....i might not.
ceraphim2:
i hope i can get time off of work this summer again! im taking 10 days off!
Today was one of those days that made me want to drink Drano. Marlena picked me up earlier in the day, we hung out at her place for a while. Can't imagine why she'd want to hang out on Valentine's day...[sarcasm] Well, it was kinda cute. In that "neither-of-us-have-dates" sort of way. It's hard for me to turn her down..I like her and I'm a...
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ceraphim2:
hahahaha, homicide, you rock so much.
i love reading your entries, they're always completely thought vivid. and in case you've never heard...
there was a man that drank that shit to kill himself, but they got him in time and sent him to the hospital, they saved him. they took part of his intestines to rebuild his esophagus(spelling?) except it didn't have an parastalsys(spelling again?) so they put it on the outside of his ribcage and he had to push the food down manually everytime he ate. life could be worse... but have a great night!
i love reading your entries, they're always completely thought vivid. and in case you've never heard...
there was a man that drank that shit to kill himself, but they got him in time and sent him to the hospital, they saved him. they took part of his intestines to rebuild his esophagus(spelling?) except it didn't have an parastalsys(spelling again?) so they put it on the outside of his ribcage and he had to push the food down manually everytime he ate. life could be worse... but have a great night!
tadzi:
i think id prefer slipping drano to other people. most of them are rather annoying. and if i was dead, then i couldnt annoy these people any more.