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Oh hey, it's the internet. Long time no see. Boy do I have some stories to tell. Being back on the keyboard makes me wonder...if my hands got tanner. Ew. It's like weird gloves.

I started smoking again...ten days is admirable, right? Aw fuck it. This is a most inconvinient time for me to quit anyhow...too much stress, too many diet pills. So scatterbrained lately. So much needs to get done before i can leave this place. Oh! The art show is so soon. I have to get/make/put together 30+ invitations, hours d'oeuvres for two nights, a formal black...
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it's my 8th day as a non-smoker, and i have resigned myself to the loss. i'm the the mother of a cigarette shaped dead baby. i expected a war would be fought over my right to cause cancer & emphysema, but apparently the cause was not so important afterall... i only find myself at a funeral where i say nice things about the corpse but...
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i had some money today & felt a queer magnetic pulling (somewhat different from the average queer magnetic pulling) toward the direction of an asian supermarket where i might purchase a bit of exotic seafood. i've never had an ocupus or squid tenticle in my possession & must wonder at the possibilities... again, not for food... but for mixed media, interpretive dance...

it's a beautiful...
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this exit

i had a broken mind when i started this. it's been here during each of the forest fires that burned in my trust apparati. when i'm satisfied i don't really want to write- and so of course here i am prepared to offer up a sour gift to the gods, a depressed, nauseated virgin who would love nothing more than to bake and wretch in...
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getting ready to update....mmmm da da doooo chicken suit and a small guitarrrr

times they are a-changin'. went to the city to visit zed and the gang. sick girls por vida?

bus ride #1.
i wrote a long letter that i intend to send eventually & marvel at thigh-like mountain ranges... these themes are unrelated.

zed is the mastermind of many beautiful things, but i am most grateful to her for having forgiven me for ignoring her so...
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Long time no..anything. I've been off discovering the healing properties of isolation, hard liquor and Plasticine. I'm wandering around the internet..for now I'm playing favorites with my other journals/blogs. I tend to migrate, update one blog religiously then forget about it, find another host. I have so goddamn many ..one for everything. I've even got one for recipes!

My nerves have locked me in a...
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I was supposed to go to qxts last night, but I had some sort of weird panic attack/cardiac arrest/ near death experience so i decided I'd better stay in. Didn't want dani to know i was still having these little episodes so I told her my father wasn't letting me go out. Boy, was she pissed. Errr my chest hurts. Today was one of the...
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