Status one intensive outpatient starts tomorrow. Funny, I got my paycheck and said "Wow, look at all the money I'm not going to spend on drugs" Shit for brains. I think the money will go towards a new pair of Docs. Mmmm. I'm so tempted to buy a pair of white ones, but I know I wont.
I may go out Saturday night depending on how much I hate life that day and I guess I should find a ride first. Uh oh, Jen's not holding, there goes all your friends. HAH!
Jackie was in the store yesterday and today. She didn't say hi or anything. I got a little upset. It could have worked out so well. We have so much in common (but not too much), we have good conversations, we like(ed) eachother who the fuck gives a shit I'm still in highschool? Ugh, and she looked so cute today too.. fairy short black hair all messy fucking shit damn curse words fucking cunt.
And of course if she called I'd ask what she was doing tonight, if she wanted to hang out, watch a movie, or if she felt like watching me to crawl on my stomach across hot coals and broken glass*. Why wait?
*How romantic!!
I may go out Saturday night depending on how much I hate life that day and I guess I should find a ride first. Uh oh, Jen's not holding, there goes all your friends. HAH!
Jackie was in the store yesterday and today. She didn't say hi or anything. I got a little upset. It could have worked out so well. We have so much in common (but not too much), we have good conversations, we like(ed) eachother who the fuck gives a shit I'm still in highschool? Ugh, and she looked so cute today too.. fairy short black hair all messy fucking shit damn curse words fucking cunt.
And of course if she called I'd ask what she was doing tonight, if she wanted to hang out, watch a movie, or if she felt like watching me to crawl on my stomach across hot coals and broken glass*. Why wait?
*How romantic!!
wierdos. all of 'em.