So, first of all I'm going to be putting my stream online basically as soon as I'm done with this blog post and updating my other ForceQuit social media stuff. Going to be shooting spaceships out of the sky for a few hours.
In other news, today was my first ever therapy session. If you read my blog you already know I've been going through a lot of shit with anxiety, and I've never really considered myself to be a candidate for therapy. I've never judged anyone for needing it, but it's something I never saw as having any intrinsic benefit for me.
Unfortunately you can't get anxiety meds without a consult, so away I went!
It was...not bad! I have to say I could almost sort of feel the healing starting just being able to get some of the stuff that's been on my mind, off my mind and off my chest. Just felt like literal unburdening, that feeling in your muscles when they've been carrying a heavy load and can finally relax. I STILL want meds...but I think I'm going to continue going to the sessions and seeing what happens. All in all it was a pretty good day. Now I'm off for two!