incompetent

i'm getting antsy. i'm not used to laying around being a bum all the time becase that's all i can afford to do. i hate not working. i hate missing people. i should have just stayed in new hampshire when i went to visit. then i wouldn't be feeling either of those.

but no, i always have to make shit more difficult for myself. i'm stuck in a house far away from where i want to be, with no money, and all i can afford to do all day is go online, read books and watch movies. by myself. fun.


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and of course i need a new bike too, because i was too fat and broke all of the spokes on one of the wheels. maybe i should do push-ups all day or something.