incest

"""& i lay down with the southern range.."""

do wilted flowers seem strange to you?
with all this poison at the roots...

old enough to abuse me
but all too cheap to amuse me

strong enough not to fear me
but all too loud now to hear me

this wintertime
to waste yr life
you reign
you die
you wait
you cry
this time in the light
small flame in the night
you...
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i am on fire
+ i dance .

you weren't so shy. you aren't like the other animals in the forest shade. you sniffed my palms. i've had dreams where white ants the size of sweet potatoes pull down yr limbs & try to make you a man.

these pains just mean yr mean & no one knows when you smile. it's rare like when yr eyes cry or i meet you there....
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hard times coming through..

i am dead. you are dyin'. eat the bread. smash the good china. pluck the plumage. dumbo's flyin'.

..because yr better than jesus, dear.

fuck.

the pusher.

i think i could accept all these dark colors
as just part of some bigger color scheme
if it wasn't for that drippy string quartet of sadness
underscoring each smiling scene
desire drags me right out of myself
a gas-soaked rope tied to a piece of coal
and i'm getting pretty good at looking at the bright side
while the flames rip along the sand...
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how does it feel?