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Jim......YAHARRRRRR!



Are you ready? Yeah, I'm ready.

I almost wish I could hate him, but I'm big enough to admit that I could never. I know that at random times probably for the rest of ever something will come along that reminds me of him and I'll think back to the countless good times and inside jokes we had together over the last few years. And thinking about it will hurt me...
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....And the situation just grows more and more complicated, but it's nothing I know I can't handle. That's all I can really say for now, but recent disappointment aside, I'm actually feeling pretty good about things.

How can someone be one of your closest friends for 6 years, see you through some of the most intense heartache and other bullshit in your life, then one day- when you least want to hear it, pour their heart out to you, tell you they love you, later you both share the realization that the feeling is mutual, then a few months after having...
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Definitely feeling morose. Needed some major "me" time last night, and took full advantage of my housesitting situation for a little peace and quiet. It was nice hanging out just me and Gatsby the cat sitting out in the garden.

I wish I was going back tonight, but I have to work at the bar. At least there's 50 bucks in it for me.

Time...
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I don't know what the fuck. Is it high maintenance to want to be treated with consistency rather than all this hot and cold crap? Is it selfish and overly insecure for me to take his moods personally even though I know he's stressed out over bigger things? I feel like there's only a certain amount of allowances that can be made for that kind...
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Things could be better.

I'd explain, but I'm kinda at a loss as far as explanations go. I didn't sign up for these kinds of games.

So yeah weekend- NOT RAD.

But here's some funny jokes a friend sent me that cheered me up:

The President gets off the helicopter in front of the White House,
carrying a baby pig under each arm.

The Marine...
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Being sick sucks a bunch.

I'm too ickey and groggy to type a long update. So This'll have to do.

Have a good weekend.

I need some boy attention in a major way.

Man, I'm such a wuss. These late nights are killing me- literally. I woke up this morning all sick and shit. My head's on fire, throat's sore and my nose is all stuffy. I felt a little bit of a tickle in my throat last night, and treated it with a couple of shots of whiskey, you know, to sterilize it. I'm afraid that may...
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