How come none of you people comment on my journal anymore huh?
I guess I'll have to do a real update, instead of whoring out Oblivion's poems for me again.
So, now I'm in a space where I can talk about it, My weekend.
A while back, I went to visit my best friend in the world, Spiffy (not an SG member). He was living in buffalo, about to move to Utah, so it was a last chance to hang out before he went further away kind of thing. Whilst there, I meet for the second time, one of his friends. Said friend and I get along swimmingly, have a few very deep conversations, and resolve to see more of one another. Fast forward a couple weeks, I went to see him in buffalo.. Fast forward to this weekend, he came here to see me.
He's a fantastic guy. Truly a great guy, not an asshole - which given my propensity for attracting such, is a marvel. We have much in common, dork-ness being a major factor of that, but not the only thing. I like who he is as a person, like his willingness to do and try anything, even if he turns out to suck at it. So many people are not that courageous.
But. He lives 300+ miles away from me. Seeing each other is simply torturing ourselves with what we really cannot have. Moving is out of the question for either of us at this point in time. So we decided, after a fantastic weekend, not to do it again.
yes, it's contrary, yes, I should just go with things.. but honestly, we're doing the smart thing. even if it sucks. Hardcore.
I guess I'll have to do a real update, instead of whoring out Oblivion's poems for me again.
So, now I'm in a space where I can talk about it, My weekend.
A while back, I went to visit my best friend in the world, Spiffy (not an SG member). He was living in buffalo, about to move to Utah, so it was a last chance to hang out before he went further away kind of thing. Whilst there, I meet for the second time, one of his friends. Said friend and I get along swimmingly, have a few very deep conversations, and resolve to see more of one another. Fast forward a couple weeks, I went to see him in buffalo.. Fast forward to this weekend, he came here to see me.
He's a fantastic guy. Truly a great guy, not an asshole - which given my propensity for attracting such, is a marvel. We have much in common, dork-ness being a major factor of that, but not the only thing. I like who he is as a person, like his willingness to do and try anything, even if he turns out to suck at it. So many people are not that courageous.
But. He lives 300+ miles away from me. Seeing each other is simply torturing ourselves with what we really cannot have. Moving is out of the question for either of us at this point in time. So we decided, after a fantastic weekend, not to do it again.
yes, it's contrary, yes, I should just go with things.. but honestly, we're doing the smart thing. even if it sucks. Hardcore.
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I hope you had a good shag before coming(pun!) to that decision..oh well, at least you're away from the assholes, maybe your friend has other friends close by.
Take care cutie