A day when I want to leap out of my skin.
The trouble with acting is - you rarely do it constantly. Like 8 hours a day constantly - at least at this point in my career. Which means - most of the time - you're not acting. Which means - most of the time - you're not partaking in the BIG thing in life that matters.
So the other things are magnified.
And those are far bigger minefields, frequently, than the acting. I felt one of those suckers go off last night. And that's too makes me want to walk out the door at 1am in search of some kind of action.
Things are getting complicated.
Erm -- rather, they are already complicated. Maybe they're about to get easier? It would be quite simple just not to hear from the problem people again. Of course - if you didn't want to see them, then there wouldn't be a problem in the first place, would there?
Sorry for the verbal encryption.
In fact - I hate that. I hate the blogging and I hate the veiled references. But we're a race that communicates - a race that had our intelligence formed from the need to do this. So with all my consciousness and my repose above the normal folk - I still want someone else to hear my struggle.
The trouble with acting is - you rarely do it constantly. Like 8 hours a day constantly - at least at this point in my career. Which means - most of the time - you're not acting. Which means - most of the time - you're not partaking in the BIG thing in life that matters.
So the other things are magnified.
And those are far bigger minefields, frequently, than the acting. I felt one of those suckers go off last night. And that's too makes me want to walk out the door at 1am in search of some kind of action.
Things are getting complicated.
Erm -- rather, they are already complicated. Maybe they're about to get easier? It would be quite simple just not to hear from the problem people again. Of course - if you didn't want to see them, then there wouldn't be a problem in the first place, would there?
Sorry for the verbal encryption.
In fact - I hate that. I hate the blogging and I hate the veiled references. But we're a race that communicates - a race that had our intelligence formed from the need to do this. So with all my consciousness and my repose above the normal folk - I still want someone else to hear my struggle.