"Polar opposites don't push away
It's the same on the weekends as the rest of the days
And I know I should go but I'll probably stay
And that's all you can do about some things
I'm trying to drink away the part of the day
That I cannot sleep away
Two one eyed dogs, they're looking at stereos
Hi-fi Gods try so hard to...
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It's the same on the weekends as the rest of the days
And I know I should go but I'll probably stay
And that's all you can do about some things
I'm trying to drink away the part of the day
That I cannot sleep away
Two one eyed dogs, they're looking at stereos
Hi-fi Gods try so hard to...
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"she sings a song and
i listen to what it says:
if you want a friend
feed any animal...
there was so much space
i cut me a piece
with some fine wine
it brought peace to my mind
in the summertime...
and it rolled
summer.... oh...
oh.... the summertime rolls"
Square one comes and goes while looking for something to stay.
Wish I could...
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i listen to what it says:
if you want a friend
feed any animal...
there was so much space
i cut me a piece
with some fine wine
it brought peace to my mind
in the summertime...
and it rolled
summer.... oh...
oh.... the summertime rolls"
Square one comes and goes while looking for something to stay.
Wish I could...
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billyfivecrows:
Well, I for one appreciate the effort.
Hope you are passably well and Namaste
r.
Hope you are passably well and Namaste
r.
it looks like i'll be signing over my son completely to his mother soon
not sure how much i'll be around on here, or in the area
I'd say life's a bitch, if I blamed it.
not sure how much i'll be around on here, or in the area
I'd say life's a bitch, if I blamed it.
squire:
What now? 
It's been a little bit since I've gotten on here. My long-time friend malerie convinced me to sign up on myspace so I've been poking around there for a bit. Between that and my rekindled addiction to old zelda games and double dragon it's been taking up a lot of the time I used to spend babbling here.
Other than electronic timesinks, I've also been...
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Other than electronic timesinks, I've also been...
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billyfivecrows:
Shitty poetry is a good thing. At least you know it. Makes room for best.
(Confusion is...) 'I Don't Know' can be a blissful state if we let it. Or so sez Ram Dass.
The desire for mask is healthy. Why only normal October?
I'd like to hear your songs someday.
rest easy...
r.
(Confusion is...) 'I Don't Know' can be a blissful state if we let it. Or so sez Ram Dass.
The desire for mask is healthy. Why only normal October?
I'd like to hear your songs someday.
rest easy...
r.
New job
Old Insomnia
Today: Mushrooms or alcohol and a whole lot of nothing otherwise.
Old Insomnia
Today: Mushrooms or alcohol and a whole lot of nothing otherwise.
need2xcap2:
shrooms are very interesting...
enjoy your evening and thanks for all the info i really do appreciate it!
enjoy your evening and thanks for all the info i really do appreciate it!
billyfivecrows:
hm...my side...
1. I'm blessed. The Universe has provided well for over two years with no 'nine to five'.
2. Sleep is good. Sometimes long, sometimes short. Insomnia and/or really long sleep is pretty common in 'early' enlightenment. Don't really know where I fall in that one.
3. I'd love to 'shroom. Any day. Willingly gave up the 'liquid stupid' though...
Ah, anyway...hope you are well and good.
rain.
1. I'm blessed. The Universe has provided well for over two years with no 'nine to five'.
2. Sleep is good. Sometimes long, sometimes short. Insomnia and/or really long sleep is pretty common in 'early' enlightenment. Don't really know where I fall in that one.
3. I'd love to 'shroom. Any day. Willingly gave up the 'liquid stupid' though...
Ah, anyway...hope you are well and good.
rain.
Someone very dear to me told me they don't know who I am, they don't understand me.
My whole life that's pretty much all I wanted, to be loved and understood, but maybe I was wrong. Maybe being understood isn't that important after all. Person after person trying to figure what I'm about, or where I'm coming from, or my 'motivations', that all used to...
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My whole life that's pretty much all I wanted, to be loved and understood, but maybe I was wrong. Maybe being understood isn't that important after all. Person after person trying to figure what I'm about, or where I'm coming from, or my 'motivations', that all used to...
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dingoes8:
I'm kinda feeling the same way. Only instead of someone actually telling me they don't understand me, I just realized they thought I was someone completely different than who I am. And I don't have the energy to try to change that.
I've never actually been to Oakland Gyros. I guess I should check it out, since it's right there. Hope they have something vegetarian.
I've never actually been to Oakland Gyros. I guess I should check it out, since it's right there. Hope they have something vegetarian.
beatnik:
You've got an awesome sense of your universe, but at the same time a bit diluted. While you're able to spot your flaws and make amends with them, I'm not sure you fully understand yet how you're "flaws" indicate your interations with the people you associate with. There's a difference between painting yourself into a corner, and allowing others to paint you into a corner. You need to be cautious not to allow your convictions to be molded by your perceptions of the perceptions of others. I think you're comfort and peace will come from allowing yourself to find solice in discomfort - being "ok" with the disappointments you might have in others, or indeed, in yourself.
Not sure if that all made sense. I tried.
I heard a quote. Goes like this: "If this is what the world has made me, then let it live with the consequences.
All the best,
Not sure if that all made sense. I tried.
I heard a quote. Goes like this: "If this is what the world has made me, then let it live with the consequences.
All the best,
"Locked up inside you, like the calm beneath castles is a cavern of treasures that no one has been to"
Well that was one weekend...
I went up north outside the dells and did all the usualy up north stuff and it was fucking great, but what was even better was what happened to me the first night i was up there:
I was having...
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Well that was one weekend...
I went up north outside the dells and did all the usualy up north stuff and it was fucking great, but what was even better was what happened to me the first night i was up there:
I was having...
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Last night while I was dreaming, I fell in love with an 18 year old prostitute named April. I woke up seriously sad she was gone.
I've heard of never ever falling in love with a prostitute, but i'm not sure what the saying is behind dreamwhores.
It kinda reminds me of all the situations hallmark doesn't make cards for like: "Sorry your lover neglected...
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I've heard of never ever falling in love with a prostitute, but i'm not sure what the saying is behind dreamwhores.
It kinda reminds me of all the situations hallmark doesn't make cards for like: "Sorry your lover neglected...
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After last night...seeeeeriously thinking about never drinking again. I know I will, but at this point, I really don't want to.
And it's probably about that time to get a 'real' job again, as if life itself wasn't draining enough.
Also, what the fuck's up with celibacy? It just seems really really frustrating to me.
And it's probably about that time to get a 'real' job again, as if life itself wasn't draining enough.
Also, what the fuck's up with celibacy? It just seems really really frustrating to me.
Yesterday was wonderful. I awoke from a twisted dream about being back in high school while it's being gassed by terrorists to a call from an old friend of mine. I guess he had woken up to a bad scene at his place and wanted to get out for a bit to go do some mushrooms. So we did.
It was really great though, we...
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It was really great though, we...
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wardy:
sometimes drugs open your mind to things you don't normally see around you.
we overlook what is our normal landscape.
we overlook what is our normal landscape.