in_decission

"Locked up inside you, like the calm beneath castles is a cavern of treasures that no one has been to"

Well that was one weekend...

I went up north outside the dells and did all the usualy up north stuff and it was fucking great, but what was even better was what happened to me the first night i was up there:

I was having a dream and in the dream i tried to lift my head off of a pillow, and it wouldn't move, like it was stuck there. So I kept trying like 'what the fuck is wrong with my head dammit?' and I woke up on the cot I was sleeping on, the only thing is I still couldn't move, so i got a little scared naturally. Then I remembered reading about waking paralysis, and how I used to try and have out of body experiences and astrally projecting. So I just closed my eyes and focused on making the vibrations inside my head get stronger until I kind of popped just a bit out of my body, like I was floating there above just a bit. Well that was enough for me, since it's never actually worked on command before, so I just kind of went back and stared at the ceiling for an hour or two. Just the way it felt, I dunno, it was just fucking great. I want to keep trying until I get used to it and maybe I dunno, fly out to mars or the sun or something, sounds like a good time.

The fact that mind doesn't need a body, and that they're merely vehicles in this realm of existence cheers me up immensely. I never was a big fan of limitations.