"I've got thirteen channels of shit on the TV to choose from."
Some days I just can't seem to go outside, or up the stairs even. Every time I try and fight it, as i approach the door the feeling becomes increasingly worse. It's like the longer you hold a weight the heavier it seems, it's just like that, but not so solid. I always thought this would go away, and it's definately less constant now than it was when i was younger, but shit when it's here, it's worse. I hate this, I hate feeling I could be outside enjoying something life has to offer, what exactly, I don't know, but damn, there's things better than this. I hate this, I hate hating, fuck it. There's gotta be a way to deal with this without drugs, prescription or otherwise, I haven't found it yet.
Some days I just can't seem to go outside, or up the stairs even. Every time I try and fight it, as i approach the door the feeling becomes increasingly worse. It's like the longer you hold a weight the heavier it seems, it's just like that, but not so solid. I always thought this would go away, and it's definately less constant now than it was when i was younger, but shit when it's here, it's worse. I hate this, I hate feeling I could be outside enjoying something life has to offer, what exactly, I don't know, but damn, there's things better than this. I hate this, I hate hating, fuck it. There's gotta be a way to deal with this without drugs, prescription or otherwise, I haven't found it yet.