Today I went to the lake with Maria and I think something about that place transformed me. After I was done I felt energized somehow, maybe it was the sunlight, maybe it was swimming across the whole lake, maybe it was finally telling somebody about what's really been bugging me these past few months.
I just got finished singing my son to sleep a few...
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This is a public service announcement:
Jameson Irish Whiskey is the devil, and just as deceitful.
Also there's nothing quite like seeing plumbers and construction workers and all sorts of contractors jumping up and dancing like hippies to Rusted Root's "Ecstacy" in a dead man's garage.
Sometimes I think happiness could be sustained forever merely by appreciating all the odd little ironies in life.
Jameson Irish Whiskey is the devil, and just as deceitful.
Also there's nothing quite like seeing plumbers and construction workers and all sorts of contractors jumping up and dancing like hippies to Rusted Root's "Ecstacy" in a dead man's garage.
Sometimes I think happiness could be sustained forever merely by appreciating all the odd little ironies in life.
dingoes8:
Thanks 
That does sound like an odd sight.
That does sound like an odd sight.
My flesh is wearing thin from one more ravaging
Mundane and resonating
I'm tired and it's too tight
As this desire to peel away and pile
All the used up fragments on the floor
Tips the balance in its favor
Wrenches around my stomach
Squeezing out a sound so softly
But just to start
Mere moments before the night grows pale and blue
Seducing a...
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Mundane and resonating
I'm tired and it's too tight
As this desire to peel away and pile
All the used up fragments on the floor
Tips the balance in its favor
Wrenches around my stomach
Squeezing out a sound so softly
But just to start
Mere moments before the night grows pale and blue
Seducing a...
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wardy:
nice pic.
in_decission:
That's short for: "Miscellaneous Shit"
Another day of plans shot to shit, I guess that means another day of drinking and writing shitty lyrics/poetry, meh.
I must not take for granted a single second of this seemingly pointless day. Even the seconds that I am completely out of cigarettes!!!
That's ok....I'm trying to quit, I'm trying to quit, just breathe.....brainwash yourself out of addiction....find a calm center......fuck that, I'm gonna...
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I must not take for granted a single second of this seemingly pointless day. Even the seconds that I am completely out of cigarettes!!!
That's ok....I'm trying to quit, I'm trying to quit, just breathe.....brainwash yourself out of addiction....find a calm center......fuck that, I'm gonna...
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dingoes8:
My plans fall through about 50% of the time. It sucks. 
squire:
Yeah, I failed to mention that he says I need other hobbies that don't involve ingesting or imbibing. 
Sorry your plans fell through.
Sorry your plans fell through.
The only thing I remember about yesterday, is the obnoxious 12 inch, 200 dollar blunt.
Oh, oh! The boomerang and bed vibrator as well!
All in all it was a pretty good day.
Oh, oh! The boomerang and bed vibrator as well!
All in all it was a pretty good day.
"...and I think to myself, what a wonderful world."
It's morning for me at 10:35p on a Sunday night.
I was woken up by my sometimes insane father flicking the light on, poking my leg and saying "DO YOU WANT A HAMBURGER?!?!?"
NO! SLEEPING PEOPLE DON'T WANT HAMBURGERS!!!
Maybe that's just how he checks if I'm still alive when I've been in bed all day,...
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It's morning for me at 10:35p on a Sunday night.
I was woken up by my sometimes insane father flicking the light on, poking my leg and saying "DO YOU WANT A HAMBURGER?!?!?"
NO! SLEEPING PEOPLE DON'T WANT HAMBURGERS!!!
Maybe that's just how he checks if I'm still alive when I've been in bed all day,...
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beatnik:
i hear ya. I hope you get well soon.
sometimes, ive found, you can't help but be in limbo sometimes. it's these strange transitionary stages that can be both terrifying and peaceful. but if you're anything like me, you become completely overcome with the sensation that you're out of control of your life. don't let it get to you - change will come.... it's the calm before the storm.
I've moved in with the folks for the next month or 2, I've only been here for about 3 weeks now....hopefully I'll be getting lost soon... but I've never felt so helpless in my life.
stick it though, and remember to appreciate and enjoy everything. that's what it's all about.
SG-MKE.... soon!
beatnik: up up and away!
sometimes, ive found, you can't help but be in limbo sometimes. it's these strange transitionary stages that can be both terrifying and peaceful. but if you're anything like me, you become completely overcome with the sensation that you're out of control of your life. don't let it get to you - change will come.... it's the calm before the storm.
I've moved in with the folks for the next month or 2, I've only been here for about 3 weeks now....hopefully I'll be getting lost soon... but I've never felt so helpless in my life.
stick it though, and remember to appreciate and enjoy everything. that's what it's all about.
SG-MKE.... soon!
beatnik: up up and away!
need2xcap2:
one of my favorite things in life is when everything around looks or feels like shit but for some reason or another you are just in the best mood ever....i love good moods, they make all the grey shit in the world look less grey...
feel better dear!
feel better dear!
7am......Wow.......I'm awake, and I did 10 pull-ups.......
I seem to recall something mentioned at bowling last night about midday hangovers....eh, I'll just go back to bed if that happens.
Had a great time bowling and drinking and lounging about the um....Vox? Yeah I'm pretty sure that was it. Any bar with moderately cmfortable couches is okay in my book. Even if they allow Coldplay on...
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I seem to recall something mentioned at bowling last night about midday hangovers....eh, I'll just go back to bed if that happens.
Had a great time bowling and drinking and lounging about the um....Vox? Yeah I'm pretty sure that was it. Any bar with moderately cmfortable couches is okay in my book. Even if they allow Coldplay on...
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beatnik:
Had an awesome time for sure last night. I definately hope we can all hook up again sometime..... soon!
I wish i had more fun dreams..... all of my dreams either tend towards the completely incomprehensible or the absurdly boring. But more than anything, I wish i could just know I'm dreaming when I dream, so I can do insane and awesome stuff. I actually read that the same chemicals are released in your brain when you sleep as those when you take LSD.... so dreams are actually LSD trips while you sleep.
I completely agree with your sentiments about the frailty of life. It takes a long time and a mature mind to appreciate everything in life - pain and joy alike. And I live for it... all of it... pain and joy. Its what makes it all worth while. Yin and Yang,
Be well.
I wish i had more fun dreams..... all of my dreams either tend towards the completely incomprehensible or the absurdly boring. But more than anything, I wish i could just know I'm dreaming when I dream, so I can do insane and awesome stuff. I actually read that the same chemicals are released in your brain when you sleep as those when you take LSD.... so dreams are actually LSD trips while you sleep.
I completely agree with your sentiments about the frailty of life. It takes a long time and a mature mind to appreciate everything in life - pain and joy alike. And I live for it... all of it... pain and joy. Its what makes it all worth while. Yin and Yang,
Be well.
dingoes8:
7 AM, my god. 
I've had some wild dreams in my time. I appreciate them, even the bad ones. They're more interesting than my real life, usually.
Anyways, good to meet you, hopefully we'll do something again soonish.
I've had some wild dreams in my time. I appreciate them, even the bad ones. They're more interesting than my real life, usually.
Anyways, good to meet you, hopefully we'll do something again soonish.
I barely escaped the same old nightmares this morning as I woke up, again. Normally I lay still for a while after I wake up to try and shake off the terrible feeling I'm left with, but not this morning. This morning it was spitting up blood and migraine headaches, I'm not sure why, but I have my guesses. Hopefully I was merely bit by...
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beatnik:
sweet night dude!
Spent a few days doing landscaping for my eldest sister in West Bend, it's a whole other world out there I think. People are less timid and fearful than where I live. Or maybe it's just that being away from home for a bit kinda 'woke me up' Either way it was nice, I got paid probably more than I deserved (which doesn't bother me...
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in_decission:
Yet 'somehow' the war gets waaaay less media coverage......
wardy:
insightful! i'll have to remember those next time i find myself in the given situation.
One thousand words
Even more misgivings
All the excuses
For the lives we're living
Never adding up to the sum of their parts
Pressing on like this, never getting too far
The wasted efforts denied
Second chances lost inside
The mix of hate and nothing
Fool ourselves into something
Pure and whole
If only in our minds
Losing control
A step behind
If I had...
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Even more misgivings
All the excuses
For the lives we're living
Never adding up to the sum of their parts
Pressing on like this, never getting too far
The wasted efforts denied
Second chances lost inside
The mix of hate and nothing
Fool ourselves into something
Pure and whole
If only in our minds
Losing control
A step behind
If I had...
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Sometimes it still feels like everythings alright
cheers to you!