OK ITS BEEN WAY LONG SINCE IVE POSTED NETHING......
THERES JUST BEEN WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA GOING ON IN MY LIFE WITH MY MOM, BOYS, WORK, SCHOOL ETC....THE LIST GOES ON AND ON
I THINK I BRING IT UPON MYSELF MOST OF THE TIME, LOL.
MY MOM ON THE OTHER HAND IS NOT TAKING HER MEDICINE SO ITS BEEN HELL AT HOME. MY EX FIANCE OR EX MOTHERFUCKER I WANT TO DIE....HAS BEEN COMING BACK INOT THE PICTURE AND I JSUT LET HIM W/OUT A FIGHT OR NETHING. MY DUMB ASS WENT TO FL TO GO SEE HIM BC "HE HAD NO MONEY TO BUY A TICKET" SO I DROVE THERE TO SEE HIM. WHAT A FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME. I MEAN THINGS WERE ALL FINE AND DANDY WHILE WE WERE DOWN THERE...BUT THEN WE GET BACK THE OTHER WEEK AND HES BEEN NOTHING BUT AN ASSHOLE TO ME. I SWEAR I WISH HE WOULD JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE AND DIE. AND BE OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GOOD, BC THEN I KNOW HE'LL NEVER BE CRAWLING HIS ASSHOLE SELF BACK TO ME WITH HIS IM SORRIES AND I LOVE YOUS. WE BROKE UP FOR A REASON AND HES WASTED 8 YEARS OF MY LIFE SCREWING WITH MY HEAD....AND ITS FUCKED ME UP FOR EVERY GUY IVE EVER MEET THAT HAS HAD POTENTIAL, BC I CANT HAVE A NORMAL RELATIPNSHIP WITH NEONE BC IM STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM. GOD I HATE HIM. IVE BEEN DRINKING ALOT TO EASE THIS FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME, AND THAT NEVER MAKES NETHING BETTER IT JUST MAKES ME ANGRY BC I END UP CRYING BY THE END OF NIGHT OR JSUT BITCHING ABOUT HIS ASS AND CALLING HIM AND YELLING AT HIM OR GOING OVER THERE AND SLEEPING WITH HIM. I KNOW I KNOW....ITS A BAD THING TO DO, IVE HEARD IT ALL AND NOTHING SEEMS TO SINK IN MY STUBBORN ASS HEAD.
I SWEAR IF I DIDNT HAVE NE WORRIED IN MY LIFE AND NO MORALS OR HEART THAT MOTHERFUCKER WOULD BE DEAD, JUST FOR FUCKING WITH MY HEART...HES THE ONLY ONE WHOS EVER HAD IT AND HE BREAKS IT EVERYTIME.
I CAN'T BELIEVE HES ACTING THIS WAY TOWARDS ME.....I AM NOT SOME DUMB ASS HOE IM BETTER THAN THAT AND IF HE CANT SEE THAT THEN....HOPEFULLY HE'LL JUST GO AWAY AND DIE OR SOMETHING, LOL......
OK I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT HIM NEMORE....HE JUST ANGERS THE FUCK OUT OF ME
I HAVE TO GO TO WORK...YES GO WORK ON EASTER....BUT WHAT HAS GOD DONE FOR ME........
THERES JUST BEEN WAY TOO MUCH DRAMA GOING ON IN MY LIFE WITH MY MOM, BOYS, WORK, SCHOOL ETC....THE LIST GOES ON AND ON
I THINK I BRING IT UPON MYSELF MOST OF THE TIME, LOL.
MY MOM ON THE OTHER HAND IS NOT TAKING HER MEDICINE SO ITS BEEN HELL AT HOME. MY EX FIANCE OR EX MOTHERFUCKER I WANT TO DIE....HAS BEEN COMING BACK INOT THE PICTURE AND I JSUT LET HIM W/OUT A FIGHT OR NETHING. MY DUMB ASS WENT TO FL TO GO SEE HIM BC "HE HAD NO MONEY TO BUY A TICKET" SO I DROVE THERE TO SEE HIM. WHAT A FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME. I MEAN THINGS WERE ALL FINE AND DANDY WHILE WE WERE DOWN THERE...BUT THEN WE GET BACK THE OTHER WEEK AND HES BEEN NOTHING BUT AN ASSHOLE TO ME. I SWEAR I WISH HE WOULD JUMP OFF A FUCKING BRIDGE AND DIE. AND BE OUT OF MY LIFE FOR GOOD, BC THEN I KNOW HE'LL NEVER BE CRAWLING HIS ASSHOLE SELF BACK TO ME WITH HIS IM SORRIES AND I LOVE YOUS. WE BROKE UP FOR A REASON AND HES WASTED 8 YEARS OF MY LIFE SCREWING WITH MY HEAD....AND ITS FUCKED ME UP FOR EVERY GUY IVE EVER MEET THAT HAS HAD POTENTIAL, BC I CANT HAVE A NORMAL RELATIPNSHIP WITH NEONE BC IM STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM. GOD I HATE HIM. IVE BEEN DRINKING ALOT TO EASE THIS FUCKING WASTE OF MY TIME, AND THAT NEVER MAKES NETHING BETTER IT JUST MAKES ME ANGRY BC I END UP CRYING BY THE END OF NIGHT OR JSUT BITCHING ABOUT HIS ASS AND CALLING HIM AND YELLING AT HIM OR GOING OVER THERE AND SLEEPING WITH HIM. I KNOW I KNOW....ITS A BAD THING TO DO, IVE HEARD IT ALL AND NOTHING SEEMS TO SINK IN MY STUBBORN ASS HEAD.
I SWEAR IF I DIDNT HAVE NE WORRIED IN MY LIFE AND NO MORALS OR HEART THAT MOTHERFUCKER WOULD BE DEAD, JUST FOR FUCKING WITH MY HEART...HES THE ONLY ONE WHOS EVER HAD IT AND HE BREAKS IT EVERYTIME.
I CAN'T BELIEVE HES ACTING THIS WAY TOWARDS ME.....I AM NOT SOME DUMB ASS HOE IM BETTER THAN THAT AND IF HE CANT SEE THAT THEN....HOPEFULLY HE'LL JUST GO AWAY AND DIE OR SOMETHING, LOL......
OK I DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT HIM NEMORE....HE JUST ANGERS THE FUCK OUT OF ME
I HAVE TO GO TO WORK...YES GO WORK ON EASTER....BUT WHAT HAS GOD DONE FOR ME........
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sempi:
Happy B-Day!
starry_eyed:
happy barfday!