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imstillbreathing

los angeles, cali

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Tuesday Jan 11, 2005

Jan 11, 2005
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The sadness ends, and the difficulty continues

i love this song... "the widow" by mars volta
My mom came home from sheppard pratt today...an unexpected..uneasy feeling came over me when i heard her voice...
this is going to be difficult to deal with..we have to all monitor her medication, b/c she will not take it on her own w/out help..
I went to the kitchen and i was talking to her and i asked her what medicine they gave her.she said i dont care im not going to take it anyways...o if she does not i am so making her or sending her back..This shit has gotten a little out of her hand with her behavior and shit.
She will take that medicine if i have to strap her ass down and shove it down her throat, and shes small so i think i can do this...

My ex bf not the fiancee but a weird ass stalker dude i dated for like a couple months...he called me like a million times today. I just wish he would leave me alone. I try to do the ignoring thing...i tried the bitch thing, i think i may have to buy a gun and threaten his life, b/c nothing seems to be working...
i think im giving up on men they cannot read my mind,
good enuf reason right???
But im tired of expressing my feelings and giving hints here and there and then getting them stomped on or ignored...i need a man who can read emotions well...or someone who can read minds so i have to explain nothing b/c i suck at that as well...jus someone who gets me thats all frown

I need a good time away fromt hsi shit...26 more days and i am gone to cali...can't wait biggrin
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jezika:
ok mars volta is pretty damn good. i actually heard of them through my friend dave and carl- they are drummers and well the drummer from mars volta is unspeakably good. then i heard "the widow" on the radio (first time i turned the radio on ages) but def look into other stuff my them.....

....have fun in cali.....
Jan 11, 2005
lessthanpunc:
I hope all goes well with ur mom. i depend on my mom so much i would die with out her.... that also sux about stalker ex's i never understood that i mean obviously u guys are done y be so presistant move on with life.....yeah ima guy and i know we do suck i know i do most of the time atleast i try so hard to read between lines i really do but somehow i always fuck it up but then i just get the privledge of being real nice to make up 4 it smile

BTW: have fun in cali which part i had a friend in barstow AKA bumfuck but i loved san deigo mmm san deigo how great of a place
Jan 15, 2005

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