imstillbreathing

well i saw mymom at sheppard pratt and it was a little strange, it took alot to not break down and cry, i did that when i left the place. But it was definately different. my mom wasn't talking with her "friends" at all but i could def tell she wasn't all there and she was off in her own world most of the time. But thats why shes there to get better, and not think shes gods twin as she claimed the day we had her admitted. Its jsut so sad to see her there I mean its my mother...today was probably the hardest thing I've had to do in my short life....besides putting her in there is having to see her there.

But on a better note im gonna go to armadillos and see a band play with my buddy jeff, and try to have a good time.
And tomorrow back to work, yay and then to see mom with my little brother -hopefully and my sis....
im out