imspectr

I know you'll never watch this.
I know it wouldn't matter if you did.
I can't figure out why I tried so hard.
I hate missing you so much.
I hate that my heart aches when I am reminded of you.
I wish you would have loved me the way I loved you.
I wish I could be positive and move on, but
I am so incredibly angry.
I don't understand why I wasn't worth fighting for.
I don't know why you dragged it out that long if all you wanted was to end it.
I don't know if you will ever get how much pain I've been in over the last couple months.
I wish, for once, you would notice.