and not just a little bit immune but to the point that even if I did have it I wouldn't realise until a few years later and I'm just like OHHH this is what love feels like and my girlfriend/wife will probably look over and wonder what the hell I am going on about.
Anyway seems that even my flatmate isn't immune and he literally didn't have to do anything. Someone he attends college with was just like hey I like you and then also mentioned that one of the other girls in his class also likes him which was why she was apparently seductively rubbing sunscreen onto her back one time.
If you have read any of my other ramblings you know that I am single and probably always will be. Like honestly I don't care any more. The only women who would even be inclined to date someone with a face as ugly as mine have already found happiness or more then likely have in any case. People don't have time to get to know you better. They don't have time for dates that's what online dating apps/websites are for so you can get a lot of misinformation you don't care about anyway because you can see a handsome person (who may be using a fake photo).
One of the things that always irks me the most is men who are in a relationship banging on about how shit life has gotten since getting into said relationship. I suspect science can explain it as men asserting their alphaness by discouraging other males from finding mates; just in case they want to go and fuck somebody else. Seriously I think that is why men always bang on about how shit they have it now they have someone to love. Like they will go on about not being able to go out any more or they have some filthy little children who take up all their time or the missus always nagging about something arbitrary. Seriously you don't like it maybe you shouldn't have gotten yourself into that mess even though I know your a filthy liar and actually do love them
The other thing that irks me is that for some odd reason a lot of people or at least those I work with, are under some odd perception that I am some sort of player who can quite easily pick up women despite the fact that I have always been single. In fact I usually have a real difficult time asking women out even though I have no qualms in pretty much every other aspect with dealing with women. I know; I don't understand it either and I don't have that kind of money to have some psych help me figure it out. But back to what I was saying about assumptions it seems everyone thinks I'm gonna be some sort of pick up artist whilst I'm overseas in Europe. There are plenty of better looking tourists that people will be more inclined to shag/date so why would they waste their time with me?
At the end of the day I really don't want to force it. I'm not going to go out of my way to find love even if it is something I would like. But really my face isn't something that is lovable. More like something that would induce vomiting but we are all too polite to just vomit. The fact is people want to wake up to something nice in the morning. they don't want to be filled with regret when they wake up. I could be wrong. I also don't really flash my pearly whites when I smile and for good reason. Because of my zealously over protective mother, I didn't have the luxury of bashing out all my teeth as a child so I now have a bunch of extra teeth like some sort of shark human hybrid. I intend to fix it at some point assuming the fillings I've already gotten (because the dentist decided that was what needed to be done first rather than straightening the teeth but whatever) are not going to interfere with straightening my teeth. They are good for scaring people off and biting I guess but I think in this day and age straight teeth is a must (and probably always has been). Having impoverished parents and a dead beat dad who didn't pay child support means that your stuck with the basics and no money for things like braces or any other sort of decent medications for acne (although incidentally my parents now have the money to send my niece to private school which makes me wonder whether the raising of us was more a social experiment just for their own personal reasons rather than lacking funds and yes I do believe my parents would do something like that)