implod

I guess i should be relaxed, ive spent the last few days in sun with little responsibility and with friends around. The next couple of weeks have alot in store for me but im not dreading them or anything like that. But im anxious for something, maybe its cause i get older in a month, but more than that i keep having dreams about a few friends i havent seen in a couple years. This urge to go home and bounce around for a week. I cant decide when though to take time off from all that is around me here.