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I'm extraordinarily buzzed right now. Yippee! Classes started back today at UNCG and I had to deal with everyone's return while at work. Everyone was shocked about me shaving my goatee...I had people repulsed by it, my ex girlfriend laughed at what I looked like, and I had people flirting with me...it was rather odd.

So here's the question...keep it or shave it. At the moment, I'm going to stay shaved....at least until I get my haircut later this week and can see how they compliment one another. I also need some time to get over the shock and overall appearance of it all....wow, I seem so vain.

Motivation is lacking to a great extent. I was supposed to get off work today, come home, clean, do laundry, and fill out grad school stuff....instead, I left work, went to eat sushi (alone), then came home...fucked around on the internet and joined friends for beer and irish carbombs.

Now it's pajamas and ice cream time, followed by a hit to the sack and opening at 6 AM tomorrow morning.

Maybe tomorrow I can get this stuff done. I just wish I knew how to access this motivation I stive for so strongly whenever I'm not at home.