imnotanartistbut

It seemed about time to hit up another blog, iv still found no new people to hang out with Im still broke n still no luck finding another job, but for some reason Ive got a much better outlook on things, for once. Though my car died on me yesterday work was awful today its really rather cold and the banks big cock of ring invading joy is back in my buns of steel it doesnt hurt as much as it all did last week, this might be because I decided to get clay n stuff n make things, iv made nothing that really look like something other than a squished ball of clay but simple things amuse simple minds, but Im hopping its the start of me teaching myself how to be like I was be for my job murdered any creative spark I had , but as I said much better outlook on how things are and whats gonna happen in the future, just need to surround myself in shit that inspires me and make the time to do the things id like to do. But after scrubs, really hardcore in to scrubs at the moment, season n a half a day when i get in from work atm, all because i was looking for an episode with something about racoons in it. Epic waste of time but iv been drawn in to it and im not sure if this is a good thing or not :S

some bits i made