immortalloki

well... i got some strings for the guitar that i found for maggie's dad for christmas... it's an old stella that i got super cheap and it sounds great, the chick at the music store thought it was the coolest thing ever, i hope he likes it as much... i'm kinda scared about the christmas thing... it'll be the first one with maggie's family, so that makes me nervous, even though they are like the coolest people ever... to top things off, getting my car fixed cost me alot of money and i'm so terribly broke right now... i know that i'll be getting presents and that's cool, but i feel bad because i really can't spend alot on the people that i care about... i'm sure they'll all understand, but it still doesn't make me feel better... so i'll turn over every penny and try to find some cool stuff, dinner and a movie for maggie's mom... XM receiver and 1 year sub for my brother... some small things for my friends to show them i'm thankful for them being in my life... i want to get maggie a claddagh and maybe something nice to wear... some money and a card to germany for the wee ones... these people that i love soooo much, they deserve things that i can't give, i just hope that my love in return will be enough to fill the gaps... things will be better soon, i know... i hope each of you also has someone dear to spend the holidays with, just do me a favor... don't concentrate so much on the loot, and find joy in spending a few moments with those around you...