i got me a dog today yay!
yea i would put it on here but im confusing myself so just look at my pics.....his name is cerebus. lets see how many ppl know what that is. i also i got some pics of my but they are bad cause i was trying to take them of myself in my new camera phone and yea they...
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yea i would put it on here but im confusing myself so just look at my pics.....his name is cerebus. lets see how many ppl know what that is. i also i got some pics of my but they are bad cause i was trying to take them of myself in my new camera phone and yea they...
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happy fucking mardi fuckin gras. for my fast im quiting uhmmm nothing wo0t go me......... just another reason for ppl to go out and get drunk including myself, i went to get some sushi we spent 90 fucking dollars. then we wnet to a bar by my house and realized i really hate wiggers. needless to say neither chris(country boy) nor i (metal head) felt...
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loretta:
thanks for the comment on my set 

fuck it all nothing to say

drunkpandainc:
i say....moot!
syndel:
why the heck do I always agree with all of your journal entries?????


damnit i just realized that the fucking mudvayne tickets went on sale last week i hope i can still get some who the hell puts tickets on sale a month before the show and make it not avalible through ticketmaster wtf. its gonna be a good show, the only venue they have in tulsa is a small little theatre so it will be a small...
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well i got pretty fuct up last night, and nothing really differnat is going on so yea

drunkpandainc:
WOOT for being fucked up!!! plasterd FTW!!!!
fuck it fuck all you fucking liars who try and impress people by telling lies and changing the truth around im sick of fucking people you can all die im restarting my fucking life none of you exsist to me anymore
drunkpandainc:
heh that was my PHILOSOPHY...i think i spelled it wrong too... though i really didnt act like everyone died..just as if they never existed. so far it has worked. those i choose to still comunicat with say i am alot more mellow these days....although a bit more apathetic....to those i just say meh. heh
i fucking hate the ppl around my work i work in the fucking ghetto and i hate thugs with more passion than any other type of person but they are the ones im ok with here its the fucking bums that piss me off i cant walk through the parking lot without someone asking me for shit i fucking hate that im broke to fucking...
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ok last song im posting promise, its my all time favorite song its helped me out thru so many hard times when i was really low it helped bring me back i even give this band credit from bringing me back from the brink of insanity . ladies and gentelman i give you hatebreed
Perseverance by jamey jasta
I know your fear of loss
And...
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Perseverance by jamey jasta
I know your fear of loss
And...
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one of my forgotten favorites
eraser by trent reznor
need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you
lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me
eraser by trent reznor
need you
dream you
find you
taste you
fuck you
use you
scar you
break you
lose me
hate me
smash me
erase me

Now this song speaks to me in so many ways its stupid ridicolus(spell?)
me and my long road.......
hurt by trent reznor
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?...
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me and my long road.......
hurt by trent reznor
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become?...
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