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[mood]: thoughtful.
[music]: "slave sex"-die form.

I'm all smiles today. I got some cash and I can go downtown and blow it all on bullshit.
Actually I'm not all smiles today, thats a total lie.
I've been having the wierdest dreams lately! I had one the other nite where I had this hypodermic needle full of medicine to kill my cat, Grey. So then I injected him with this poison stuff and he's laying there dying and I realize what I had done, and all of a sudden I had the anticdote. It was this powder stuff that I was forcing him to eat and he got better again. It was a crappy dream. I woke up and was sad. I had to hug Grey and tell him I was sorry and that I hope he knows I would never do that to him. THEN-two days ago I had a dream I had sex with David Cross. That made me laugh because he's one of the ugliest guys in the world. But, if guys can make me laugh that makes them really hot. A sense of humor is the best thing to have. I had the usual nightmares too, but they were the same old b.s.
Well, I'm going to go smoke a cigg., drink some tropical punch kool-aid + read a book.
[x]: fantasy.