imbleeding

*yawn*
I finally saw Donnie Darko. ...wow....
Jerry Springer is on in the background and its hard to concentrate. [the usual theme of "i'm white trash and im really a man and ive been having sex with yr boyfriend and yr mother and yr mommas pregnant with my baby"]. I should be doing the right thing and going out to look for a new job. I drove around a bunch yesterday and looked at all the "Help Wanted" signs and just drove right by. Blargh!
I'm supposed to go meet Jeff for lunch today. He said he would take me to Subway. Last nite he bitched at me that I "never put out". I laughed and he snapped, "Thats not funny!". I didnt know what to do or say, so I just kissed him goodnite and went inside. I dont know what he wants me to do [actually...i do know]. BUT!-i just havent been in the mood.
My septum hurts. I had the ring out for a day and when I put it back in I almost had to re-pierce it. I used to be able to keep it out for a week or more if I wanted to and have no trouble putting it back in. I dont know what the deal is.
I should probably go get ready to search for a job. I want to go apply at the discount ciggarette store, that would be the easiest thing in the world.
[x]: fantasy.