imaxtoy

I've been happy for the past two days. An unrequited love has finally claimed my heart as hers. It's no longer unrequited.

For some strange reason I'm very sleepy today and it's only 5:45pm. It's my birthday I need to go out and celebrate with my friends, but more enticing right now is to curl up in bed and take a nap.

An email to a friend:
I know what I want in life is to always have love and to give it. I know I don't want to be in the same place for too long. I'm always looking to progress; financially, career-wise, spiritually, relationship-wise, physical fitness, etc. My life is mine alone. I can't waste anymore of it. I'm 27 and have nothing to show...
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A love from my past dropped in and we talked all day yesterday... All day... I'm ecstatic. You know someone for 4 years and you would think you know a lot about him/her, but you'll be surprised to find out more. Those old feelings came bubbling up to the surface again. You can't stop those feelings from re-igniting if you don't ever let them go....
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She's been cheating on him and they've been discussing divorce. I could tell he loved her, but he was hurting. She was too. She was hurting from all the shame and feeling ugly. The day before he arrived, she got on the highway at 100mph and shot herself in the head. Yesterday he was bawling his eyes out telling my co-worker this story.

I hear...
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What makes a starry night beautiful is the vast abyss that holds it all... Every pinpoint of light was a shining moment in your life. Find the constellations in your life and you will find the beauty in all the darkness.

I've found the Suicidegirls interesting since I saw one of their burlesque shows on DVD. I finally decided to join the website after years of avoiding the temptation. Just another faceless fan. Now, I'm just going to slip back into the crowd and disappear.