imasailorgirl

Well, lots of stuff has happened since Friday...
Friday night two of my friends came over, (one of whom
was Jac). She came and sat with me, even though I told
her to get out. We ended up crying together as she
told me Im her best friend, and how important I am to
her, etc... I ended up coming out of my room and
hanging out... Then I had a better time over the
weekend. Im still needing to be gentle on myself...
But Im much better. So our friends spent the night
Friday, Jac spent the night Saturday too. Then we
helped my sister move back to Moms Sunday. Yesterday
Alan and I where talking and it really dawned on me
that there are only a few reasons to head south right
now... The leading reason being instant
gratification... There are alot of reasons to stay; we
have support up here, theres a poly convention coming,
and I know how to advertise coaching... And a few
other things. ... So were staying for a bit... Dont
know how long well be here... Itll be till the obvious
path to our goals is to be elsewhere.



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