Friday Nov 03, 2006

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General Update - Life over the past
few/several months has been trying... A non-stop
fucking rollercoaster; find the boat, loose the boat,
get the boat... FIL sick, FIL ok, FIL dead... a good
friend died... Meet Jac (or J), like her, going good,
fight, going good, more interested in me, things go
good, fight, shes not interested in anything but
friendship and Im supposed to be happy about it... My
sisters b/fs addicted to cocaine, she thinks hes
cheating, Im needing to help her and cakm my mom whom
my sister didnt tell anything to, (she just told her
yesterday)... One friend had an on-again/off-again b/f
that we were trying to coach, the refused to do the
work, he ended up pinning her down and theatning her,
we had to drop everything to console her... The trip
keeps being pushed farther and farther back... Alan
tried to get some past parking tickets cleared up and
spent 12 hours jail... There have been unexpected boat
repair jobs, were living and working off borrowed
money for the past month or two... And Im sure there
are more things Im leaving out, (like how 90% of our
friends only call Alan, except if they cant get ahold
of him... Most of my friends are e-friends and
I only have internet on my phone (though I found a way
to read comments... And found 2 b-day wishds... Only 1
on my b-day, thank you tilpacer.) ... So all this
stuff and more has happened since the beginning of
May, so 5 months... IM EXHAUSTED! And Ive been so lonely...



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corsair:
I know this sounds trite . . but this too shall pass. Really! Things will get much better. Everybody has ups and downs . . you've had more than your share of difficulties. So it has to get better, right?
I'm not surprised that you feel exhausted!
Help with other people's problems if you can . . but don't make them your own. You have enough on your plate already!
Key West should be great when you get there!

Peace!
mastercraftsman:
Living the dream can't ALL be easy. I mean you have no idea how much I can relate. You know I've lived on boats and one day want to build a yatch. Much more work involved in my dream, but it's satisfying work. I'd like to talk boats with you some day, if I can make it down there myself. Seriously, we both need to get down there where the crazy people and the good green is.... wink

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