Ode to the morning... I'm in a great mood this morning. I was able to sleep half naked last night... I was playing with my nipple rings last night till I fell asleep, they really are more sensitive. I really wish I had a camera yesterday. I would, SO, have loved to be able to take pictures last night. I have another 3 hours till I need to do anything. God, I love laid back mornings like this.
I'm really feeling positive about the movie right now, (Suicide Note). Talking to you guys has really got me focused on it again. Last night I ended up talking out some of what's going on for me about the movie. I'm really nervous about directing, hell, and actually writing the dialog too. But the editing, I'm excited about that! That's where you get to really tell the story. I'm not worried about directing because of getting the right shots, I'm worried about it because as a director it's your job to get the characters out of the people that are working for you. That part makes me nervous. I'm afraid I'll eather not be able to dicrect well at all or that I'll become a raving perfectionist bitch. LOL!
I'm also petrified that I can't do it at all. I think that's why I quit working on it for a little while. I'm afaid I'll get into it and won't be able to get it done. I'm also afraid it'll SUCK! LOL... but it be an artist you have to taks the chance of being a sucky artist.
What do you guys do to keep you motivated towards a dream?
I have so many things that I want to do and I'm afraid of my motivation slipping away. That's what has always happened to me in the past. I get a good idea and am very pumped about it, then motivation deflates... This time I'm trying to push through that, but I'm still having to focus and keep reminding myself about it. I need to keep writing...
If I get this goal acomplished I'm hoping that will carry me through to be able to finish another goal. ... I have so many things I want to do with my life! ....
I'm really feeling positive about the movie right now, (Suicide Note). Talking to you guys has really got me focused on it again. Last night I ended up talking out some of what's going on for me about the movie. I'm really nervous about directing, hell, and actually writing the dialog too. But the editing, I'm excited about that! That's where you get to really tell the story. I'm not worried about directing because of getting the right shots, I'm worried about it because as a director it's your job to get the characters out of the people that are working for you. That part makes me nervous. I'm afraid I'll eather not be able to dicrect well at all or that I'll become a raving perfectionist bitch. LOL!
I'm also petrified that I can't do it at all. I think that's why I quit working on it for a little while. I'm afaid I'll get into it and won't be able to get it done. I'm also afraid it'll SUCK! LOL... but it be an artist you have to taks the chance of being a sucky artist.
What do you guys do to keep you motivated towards a dream?
I have so many things that I want to do and I'm afraid of my motivation slipping away. That's what has always happened to me in the past. I get a good idea and am very pumped about it, then motivation deflates... This time I'm trying to push through that, but I'm still having to focus and keep reminding myself about it. I need to keep writing...
If I get this goal acomplished I'm hoping that will carry me through to be able to finish another goal. ... I have so many things I want to do with my life! ....