Deisel Covered Daydreams
Delusional, deisel smelling, and soot covered moment. Wondering why. Landlocked cabin fever taking hold. The ocean, I can hear her, though she is distant; more then a day away. Brown sludge they call water murking up my mind. Cold winds whipping around the mast, creeping into my spine sending me shivers. I close my eyes and allow my mind to wander: Key West, Virgin Islands, Mexico. Warm tropical sun and blue water. Sailing off into the sunset for a chrystaline star filled night. But not yet... in the fall. Again why? I remind myself I chose this. To visit, to plan, to prepare. In a year I will be south. Ode to see the north star and the southern cross again. Patience, only a year. What will I remember from this year? Deisel covered hands? the cold? The piercings? What is it that will stand out in my mind? The work that I did here? Or just that I did it? I came here, I made the best of all and I moved on? I will remember the best of it. Everything else just makes an interesting story and in a year that's all it will be.
2:40 pm
I was just contacted by one of my friends! He heard that I was on the site and asked me my member name. I'm so excited. I've known this guy for 10 years. HORATIO is such a sweetheart. (I want to kidnap him and force him to sail under my pirate flag. hehehe... I mean... ummmm... )
Delusional, deisel smelling, and soot covered moment. Wondering why. Landlocked cabin fever taking hold. The ocean, I can hear her, though she is distant; more then a day away. Brown sludge they call water murking up my mind. Cold winds whipping around the mast, creeping into my spine sending me shivers. I close my eyes and allow my mind to wander: Key West, Virgin Islands, Mexico. Warm tropical sun and blue water. Sailing off into the sunset for a chrystaline star filled night. But not yet... in the fall. Again why? I remind myself I chose this. To visit, to plan, to prepare. In a year I will be south. Ode to see the north star and the southern cross again. Patience, only a year. What will I remember from this year? Deisel covered hands? the cold? The piercings? What is it that will stand out in my mind? The work that I did here? Or just that I did it? I came here, I made the best of all and I moved on? I will remember the best of it. Everything else just makes an interesting story and in a year that's all it will be.
2:40 pm
I was just contacted by one of my friends! He heard that I was on the site and asked me my member name. I'm so excited. I've known this guy for 10 years. HORATIO is such a sweetheart. (I want to kidnap him and force him to sail under my pirate flag. hehehe... I mean... ummmm... )
I stay positive and take one step at a time and I get everything I need to continue.