well shit. i've given up. fuck man, i'm only 20 years old, i'm way too young to be freaking out about quitting. maybe in a year or so i'll try again, with a better idea of what i'm up against. the moment i decided i would have a cigarette when i got home... one of the happiest in recent memory. i will quit, i really will, and from now on i will smoke lots less, but honestly, i don't need to be so miserable right now. life is pretty fucking stressful without making it harder.
More Blogs
-
2
Friday Apr 06, 2007
Sometimes the world seems like a crazy, angst-ridden place full of ab… -
5
Saturday Mar 31, 2007
Damnit i need a partner in crime. And a shower. And possibly a haircu… -
4
Wednesday Mar 28, 2007
Pics from the Honduras trip can be seen here and here. It was an incr… -
4
Sunday Mar 18, 2007
Gah, so much to do! I love travelling once I'm actually out and doin… -
6
Tuesday Mar 13, 2007
I like to think of fire held in a man's hand. Fire, a dangerous for… -
7
Saturday Mar 10, 2007
Why is it that my relationships with others often seem to them to be … -
6
Monday Mar 05, 2007
Oh March, you really are a peach. -
5
Sunday Feb 25, 2007
Oh goldfish, they say, your conviction that February is the worst of … -
4
Saturday Feb 24, 2007
Why do elephants drink? To forget. -
8
Monday Feb 19, 2007
So when the phone rang for the 6th time I answered it. He was all, "S…
i tried to call sarah and gordy last nite while i was in caldwell to go visit them but they didn't call me back