well shit. i've given up. fuck man, i'm only 20 years old, i'm way too young to be freaking out about quitting. maybe in a year or so i'll try again, with a better idea of what i'm up against. the moment i decided i would have a cigarette when i got home... one of the happiest in recent memory. i will quit, i really will, and from now on i will smoke lots less, but honestly, i don't need to be so miserable right now. life is pretty fucking stressful without making it harder.
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