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Well, I was finally able to take some more self pics, but Vanny JUST rebuilt my computer this week so he hasn't re-installed adobe photoshop on here yet and the pics are WAY Huge...sigh...so I can't post any of them at the moment...I didnt' take them for SG in case you're wondering. Vanny is going to have to take those....I"m getting better at these self sets though...One day I might even get so good you won't even be able to tell! HA! lol..I don't know about all that, but anyway..I'm just glad I dont have the flu anymore! YAY!!

Well, this is going to be a kid-full weekend for us..sigh..I guess we got to play enough over the past two weeks...OMG, we did karaoke Wednesday night! Actually..I didn't because the only song I'll do...Foolish Games by Jewel..they didn't have...but Vanny did one and it was soooooo cute! I was all proud and shit! lol And our friends did a few songs..it was fun!

I guess I better head off to do laundry..somehow I have managed to shuck the responsibility of laundry this week thus far...and yet everyone still has clothes to wear..it's odd really...

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Can nothing be simple? I mean why does everything have to be blown WAY out of proportion around here? Carrie, the kids' mom, has four kids...no one asked her to have four kids...no one told her to get off of birth control and concieve four children..but she did it anyway..becuase it was always her dream to have four kids...so there ya have it...I was watching the kids last year when they got out of school. They would come here after school..and all was well...well, when I was spending more time with the kids than she was she started to get jealous so she decided SHE wanted to watch the kids after school..she was going to be super mom and work in the mornings and watch the kids in the afternoon because she didn't want ME watching them....which worked out fine because I was going to go to school anyway...still waiting to go to school people...waiting on that damn W2 form...slow assed mail system! Anyway, so now I'm a lazy bitch for not working right now so we can pay to have the kids in child care after school..gee...let's see..I got an inheritance last year and guess what I used most of it on? The kids! Making sure they had clothes and school supplies...I even gave her extra money each month because she was having financial hardships with the extra baby...I paid for the kids after school care for the first few months of school...and when my inheritance ran out I offered to watch the kids after school in lue of child care...I mean what the hell does she want from me?!?! We're getting them 50% of the time now as it is..if I start watching them after school again we will be right back to where we were when they were living here and seeing her occasionally during the month...sigh...AND she'll still want child support...even though they would be LIVING HERE!!! I hate that woman...life can never be easy with her...you try to do things for her..bend over backwards to help out..and what does she do? Stab you in the back! I can't wait until the youngest turns 18...oh god how wonderful that day will be...the day when we no longer have to put up with that bitches shit! Anyway, we have decided that the youngest is the only one that really needs to be put in child care after school so we are going to pay for it. It's only like $110 a month, which isn't too bad. We DID have both her and her brother in child care at the beginning of the year and $220 a month was just getting a little steep...hopefully she will be content with that...I mean, the middle child is the same age myself AND Vanny's oldest was when we became latch key kids...he'll be 10 next week...soooooooooooo, anywho...