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I feel so refreshed right now. My neck and back were killing me the entire day. I wasn't well rested, I went to bed at 4am this morning and woke up at about 10:30am.
I usually never stay awake that late but I was organizing all my things. I had 3 boxes of my shit and my desk were still just lying in the living room. It started to annoy me, and I got that same weird urge I get every couple of months to just clean everything. I did it all myself finally and it feels good knowing that all my things are in one place.
I didn't keep everything. I picked out a lot of old clothes, old notes from way back from my junior year (I had a flashback like I don't what!) and just random little nick nacks I still had from when I was really little. All of my unwanted stuff is now in my old room. I want to clear all the shit out so badly because it look terrible! I'll start bagging my old clothes and jewelery and give em to the thrift store.

Grr, not too psyched about tomorrow. I'll have to go to work to my two jobs, one right after the other. I'm gonna be tired as shit. . Well, at least I ready finished all my homework on Friday so I don't have to worry about that and can go straight to bed when I get home.

I don't know what's gotten into me today, but I feel more motivated than usual now. I like the feeling.
I've realized that I've gotten way too lazy lately and I want to fix that. I'm also very wasteful with my money so I've decided to change some things. (which seem so obvious to me now)

First of all, I can walk to school. It's very close, I don't need to take the damn car. I'm wasting gas and losing a chance for a nice walk each morning. Actually, I can pretty much walk anywhere now. It's only a 10 minute walk from downtown so I can go there if I get hungry instead of going to a fast food drive thru.
Second, I have to stop buying junk food when grocery shopping. It's not filling and it's not giving me what I need every day. I have to get back on schedule to actually eating three complete meals a day. I have to start eating more fruits and vegetables again. My doctor has always told me to eat more of those so I should finally start listening to her. Third, I should really try to help clean up the house more. Fourth, I"m really going to try not to buy more clothes. I still have my winter clothes from last year so no excuses! Fifth, I need to make a schedule for doing my homework and not just do it when I feel like it. I'm going to sit down at my desk and fucking study more. That's all I can remember for now. Hopefully I can stick to it.

No, fuck that....I WILL.