I totally blew off my own brother last night. I feel pretty terrible. He has done this to me a dozen times, so why do I feel like shit? I got wasted with a co-worker. It was one of those..let's just have a beer after work, that turned into a 4 bar pub crawl. So I call my bother to tell him I'm gonna go home, shower, change, cab it to his hood. I'm staggering in pouring rain (which was nice really) and thinking....bathtub, hot food, no more drinky drinky. So that's the end of my story, I never made it to the north side and passed out. Oh well, tonight will be interesting enough for at least a dozen journal entries. I can almost promise you on that! Let's just say 
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Has anyone ever felt so fortunate..hmmm, how do I put this?? I mean, have you ever made love, had sex, whatever you call it, to someone so beautiful, that it makes you feel invincible or something?? Crap...what am I trying to say here? The day after, you glow and kind of float around NO NO...not "love" whatever that is...but you see beauty in almost everything around you. Life around you looks like a movie, and you just glide right through the scenes. No, I'm not on dRugz, just euphoric. BTW, I'm looking at my friends list, and that makes me feel pretty fucking awesome. Thank you ladies! I heart you madly.