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Saturday Sep 25, 2004

Sep 25, 2004
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last night i felt so free and content, but now i'm feeling so trapped... here i am, trapped in my brain, but somehow my seratonin has managed to leak out.
i'm not really sure what to do... nothing feels fulfilling right now. i wish i could get back to where i stood yesterday with a sober mind.
perhaps this is just a "withdrawal" phase, and it too will be a fleeting moment of my life.
but when will it end?
here i am again, living in the past, striving for future fulfillment, but i seem to have lost my presence.
i'm not sure what to do..
i need to get out.
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optimistickid:
have you heard of eckhart tolle? he teaches about the same stuff you were talking about.... presence. he is completely awesome. he talks about how most people can't ever stop thinking, and how people dwell in the past, or look forward to the future without ever being fully present. it's really good shit.... i only wish i could follow the stuff he says better. i know what you mean... sometimes it's hard not to get stuck in the past or the future. i guess all you can do is concentrate on the present moment. smile
Sep 27, 2004
sweetavenue:
kiss kiss kiss

i hope you're feeling sorted out by now. i know what you mean about that *seratonin* dip, but it does go away. and it's usually worth it, too.
Sep 27, 2004

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